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Friday, May 15, 2009

When we're apart

haih.. thinking of the becoming exam turns my self to be really anxious..
it's inevitable dar~ i have given my full effort into it.. n we'll see either i manage to pass the exam or not.. who wants to be the failure right? i wish m not into dat category.. huhu~
if i pass the exam, i can further my studies.. i will enter a new phase of my life.. i can go to Uk.. n most importantly, i can experience the world myself.. yay!!
Further studies overseas will give me the access to travel here n there.. meeting diffrnt ppl with dffrnt culture.. whoa..i can't wait.. However, i hv to pay for it..
Further studies oversea also means i need to be far apart with my family n beloved one.. huhu~ the separation will definitely broke my heart, are they going to miss me.?? n the crucial 1, am i going to hv the chance to meet them again after 3 years in ovc?? mom, dad, my sista, bby akid n afiq,.. sm1 not to be mentioned, M going to miss u all damn much..
last night, sum1 asked me bout hmm u know la.. dat very important 1 for everyone..love
i try not to think bout it now, but the more i pretend to ignore it, the more my heart says.. "u must make a decision now.. u already hv the answer n what u need to do is juz say YES.." haih~
it's reality dat today's decision will shape my life tomorrow..sooner or later we'll far apart.. i like u damn much.. but if i make a decision now, the separation will hurt u n me more.. i juz want to enjoy every moment with u.. if possible, i want to spend everyday wif u.. haih~
i believe that 3 months n 3 years after this will not the same as today..

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