Dating without self respect.

How come one can dating without self respect?

1st- You're the one call first and the partner hung up first.
2nd- When you got together, you'd always run to him.
3rd- You the only one always give gift to your partner on anniversaries
So, the consequence of dating without self-respect is being dumped.
and Plus if you continue acting like this, being so pathetic..!!
You will always be treated like trash by men.
And you'll grow old.. All by yourself~

hoho.. check this out for more details!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gXdiKG2Pa38&NR=1

23th birthday..

It doesn't matter whether I'm in the UK or another part of the world.. I'm still myself.
30 January 2011
I was born 23 years ago.
1st birthday- babbling and trying to sing birthday song..lol..
2nd birthday- crying a lot to get attention
3rd birthday- copying what sibling speak to me
4th birthday- Mom gave me a little sister
5th birthday- Having a doll and talking alone with her
6th birthday- Drawing on house wall.. having me own art gallery..lol
7th birthday- went to Primary school
8th birthday- Got 1st place for internal exam
9th birthday- Dad bought me a red bicycle
10th- Had 1st fight with a boy, i WON..!!
11th birthday- Angah (big brother) gave me turquoise dress
12th birthday- One step closer to a teenage life- Puberty and get 5A for UPSR
13th birthday- Went to secondary school- Chubby old times..lol.. & Mom bought me Computer..
14th birthday- Met wonderful people- Pitol, Azie, Ilot, Zaza, Nana, Alim, Mizi, Ira, Ogie, Abg and Fadil~ (BFF)
15th birthday- Got 8A's for PMR and had campfire farewell party with BFF
16th birthday- Went to boarding school, Performing Zapin (traditional Dance) during school events
17th birthday- Dad bought me HP (Sony Ericson Butterfly) & Dorm mates did a surprise party for me~
18th birthday- Sister gave me laptop when i entered Johor Matriculation College & got the greatest roomates (susu, dedey, and lai pui man)
19th Birthday- Mom and Dad sent me to college in KL
20th birthday- Mom gave me gold necklace
21st birthday- Went to UK & met future husband..lol, Went Genting with Him
22nd birthday- Went to Chill, Got Prezzies- Teddy bear..lol
23rd birthday- Wonderful self-baking cake from my housemate, Ilatito Grimaldi~ gorgeous necklace.. !!!

p/s: Million Billion Trillion thanx for making my special day so special..!!! hug & kisses for Ilatito Grimaldi for baking a tiramisu cake for me..!!!
i really really really really appreciated that gal..lol
:) SO happy..!!!!

Year 2012

I will be going back to Malaysia.

I will finish my studies at Canterbury Christ Church University~

Sadly, i think couldn't have the chance to attend world Olympic games in the UK
Hoping to have a graduation ceremony at Canterbury Cathedral.
Looking forward to traveling with munchkin.
Plan to go to France, Spain, Switzerland, Amsterdam & Germany..
This year before going back to Malaysia
I wish his Mummy & family could come together.
It will be more fun~

Buy gift for each my family members.
and Darling family.
Already gave mummy CK as pressie, how about Beaverbrooks jewelery next?
Also plan to buy wedding-exchanged-gift here.
I got free Samsung digital camera from Etihad, Next time will get the Swarovski jewelery for myself or mom.
heheh.. Feeling happy now..
Good night everyone~

Cakes..!!

weee... nyum.2.. it looks very nice,, n surely taste extremely good..
evnthough m not really like cake but i love this picture..
this picture was taken from my bf's laptop.. lots of food picture in there.. from a very simple thing, to the very beautiful, mesmerising picture of foooooooodddd...
this is actlly wedding cake, very nice.. isnt't it?
hihi~ if la i know how to mke such a beautiful cake like this.. heh.. 4 sure my life will become exciting n interesting..
for me cake n fashion, more or less, are the same..

the trend keep changing as the time changes~
whenevr i go for wedding ceremony, the fisrt thing dat would capture my eyes is the cake.

previously, malays only prepared cake(s) for the wedding, but not today..
they have also provided cake in other ceremonies or events Such as Engagement day..
hish... it will not complete without the cake..
yup.. m very sure bout dat.. Cakes can symbolise many things..
a new relationship..
a new life..
a happiness,.. a LOVE.. juz to name a few..
Nowadays, people seem very particular about cake for some events especially the wedding day.. To be frank, they sometimes so demand bout the cake's "appearance".
hahah... ya lor.. they want it to be this, they want it to be that.. want it to be as big as it can, and also tinggi...in short, they want it to be perfect.!! haih..
the cake's maker sure can get headache to layan those people..
For me, Creativity is the significant element in making a superb n beautiful cake..
Taste is another thing, dun noe much..
If the maker is very talented, for sure he/she will not dissappoint the customer..
hmm.. colour also plays important role. As far as m concern, lots of cakes had used soft n light colour such as light pink, soft cream.. n etc.. dat colour need to be matched with the theme of the event la~
hmmm...what else??
dat's it.. all i know about cakes.. hihi~

My Future Plan...

1. Successfully Graduated from Canterbury Christ Church University, Uk n IPBA
2. Start develop my Career as an ENglish Teacher. I don't want to be posted to Sabah or Sarawak alone.. i need somebody to be my companion there
3. Engage..
4. Married with husband-to-be..??? dun find yet
5. Further Studies- Take Master after 3-5 years working as a teacher
6. Having Babies.. 2 or 3 are enough.. hihi~

Things that worry me~

1. Examination ( 18th may 2009)
2. Scar on my face... haih~ i give up da, this pimple scar can't be cured...
3. P course Biro Tatanegara.. mesti kn brain wash..
4. signature of commissioner of oath tak dapat lagi.. So letter of good conduct x complete lagi..
haih~
5. Balik jb.. x leh nk decide bile nk blik.. right after exam or after result kuar?
6. medical checkup
7. should i buy new laptop??

for girls only..!!

"secret recipe to have a lovely ehem2"
neh petua my grandma yg bagi..
so for teen outside there plez pay attntion..
1. 2 pelepah daun betik muda > bkn untk hsp ganja k
2. segnggam akar rumput alang2 > lalang pun boleh lot
3. 2 ulas kunyit muda
4. 5 helai daun sirih
5. sgnggem daun pegaga
6. 5 kuntum bunga cengkih > bkn yg ade kt kaki korng (kl ader la)
7. 2 biji buah pinang > bukan nk main baling2.. sakit wooo
8. 2 biji gambir
9. 2 ulas kayu rapat > kayu yg kn seletip rapat2 kot..hihi
10. 2 ulas kunyit hitam > amek ink hitam, kaler la kunyit kat umah tu
11. lastly, 2 ulas temu lawak...

cara2nya...
> dried up all ingredients td tuh
> humbuk halus2.. dulu nenek sy kai lesung batu.. skrg dah moden, so leh gn pengisar je k
> mix all ingredients td ngn lemon juice, honey and salt.. (heheh..cm nk masak la..)
> shape dat doh cm capsule.. bkn cam kueh tau..!
> Simpan di tempat yg selamat..!!