Buah Hatiku~

Hmm normal person often has one special person in their life... but, m not.. not saying dat m abnormal but i hv 2 special person in my life.. they are actly my nephew... hihi~ they're cute but smetime a bit nakal.. ala besela budak2 kan.. Since AKID was born, i feel like he's giving me an inspiration n strength to go through my life.. i love him full of my heart as if m his mother.. tapi mak la juge kan. mak cik..!! n not to be forgotten, his brother, AFIQ.. hmm same name with afiq, my friend both of them are apples of my eyes... sunyi hidup tanpa my babies neh.. n frankly speaking i always get homesick bcoz of them.. mesti nak blik rumah once a month.. Dua2 sangat comel...!! not to be mentioned, haih... terlebih manje.. i still vividly remember last week, when my sister n i went to so-called Metro concert, bwa skali my nephew neh.. but then, haiyoohhh... susahnye nak soh dok diam, run here and there... yg kecik br setahun lebih tu pun same... men langgar je mane2 orng.. hmm.. it's ok la.. nobody nk marah kan kl jd dak kecik.. n yg bestnyer, gadis2 yg die langgar tu bleh plak gave him big hug and kisses.. haih.. dah besar t ader potential nk jd playboy neh.. suke sngt dapt tngk diorng mmbesar.. hish.. xleh cite bnyk2, t rindu susah la~

My sisters..

tell you what..
i really hate my younger sister, but at the same time i miss her when we're apart..
i suddenly realize dat i only have 2 sisters, but actly 3 sisters, in my life...
my beloved akak, aida and adik..
i love my akak so much for she's very understanding and sporting..
she agrees wif any ideas i have come out with, i bit gile2 wif me even she's a mother of TWo..
suke nk bngga bile somedy said dat she's doesn't look like a mother.
She's my shoulder to cry on, my supporter when i'm down and a person who can be trusted..
I rely, and mostly pamper on her..
Akak..
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH..!!
knowing dat i'll be going to UK dis september, juz making me so sad to leave my family..
and most importantly my heart telling me dat i'll be homesick, missing my beloved family..~
huhu~

my younger sisters are ai2 and adik,
ai2 do not staying wif my family as she has been brought up by my auntie..
so, i hv some conflict wif her since i was young..
and our mind set are totally different wif each other~
what i said, decided is usually wrong to her..
whatever..!!
adik is the younger in my family and STUBORN one~
she's always arguing wif me in any situation.
We always argue for any matters even for a small thing..
i hate her for she always raises her volume when talk to me~
i think she's spoil..
however, in some perception, i do love her~
frnkly speaking, i always take her for granted.. hahah
Ask her to go to but topup when i was lazy is a must..
and sometimes, i purposely told her to do this and that..
she seems a bit lazy..
if my family & i left her at home for only 1 day, she couldn't manage the house well..
juz imagine when we left her for 3 days at home..
dunnoe how to wash clothes, even to cook..
no need to remind me dat she's actlly 17 ys old..
when i was in her age at least i can manage my self well~
nobody tried to yell at me to take my shower..
but in her case, i do yell many times, ordered her to take shower~
she's always procastinate things that i asked her to settle..
i hate her attitudes.. she's going to take SPM this year but spending much time in front of TV..
either watching cartoon or PLaying PS is a must for her..
and i think she's a bad influence to my nephew, AKid
now, it seems dat AKID is also procastinate when i ask him to take shower..
last holiday, i noticed dat my beloved nephew so focus in playing games..
esplly games from my Hp or her mother~
see...
i've told dat his mak usu is really a bad influence..
i told my adik to teach AKID "mengaji", however she didn't do so..
hmm~
if i keep telling about my sister, this page will be filled with her stories..
and i dont want to..
so, dat's about my sisters..
i want them to know dat i do love them full of my heart.. even though smtimes i do not show it to public..
I'm gonna damn miss u all badly when we're apart..