Totally depressed~

6 days to go before the final exam which is in this becoming Monday.
hey, i wish i could turn back the time.. so that i would have the chance to be more focus in my studies.. not playing around to much.. spending most of free time in the library doing revision.. and etc..
but, it seems that i can't do anything.. m hopeless.. hu~ i can only think for the exam, what should i do n don't... lecturers still insist want to make classes this week even though this week supposed to be the studyleave.. classes still going as usual, plus lecturers give too much tense to me...
He/she keep remind me that i should do smthing wif my essay... in other words he means that m not really consistent in my LDV subject.., haih... i wish there's a miracle to trnsform me to be more consistent in my writing...
many thing across my mind, esp bout the potential failure.. pass boarderline.. etc... it worries me damn much..!! huhuhu~~~~
what if it happen to me.. it might be becoz as my lectrr said, m not really consistent.. sometimes i was god, but sometimes i can be no good... so bad la... i feel like S#!^...
I WAS REALLY DOWN TODAY...
N I WANNA GO OUT FROM THIS hell situation...
hmmm.....
There's PErTA event this evening n M going to C all those traditional games.. maybe it could release my stress... who knows...
Later, i'll be going to Taman Jaya if the wheather is nice...