First n foremost, US as mentioned before, stnd fo Ulu Sepri, serembn, N.9..
Fist day, after taklimat kursus and everything, back to so-called dorm.. Kemas2 katil, went mandi n Dinner.. 1st actvty dat night was lecture about Tanah Air = Malaysia..So penat after 2 n half hours journey, eventhough x der la jauh sngt ngn KL tp still mengantuk.. Or maybe sebetulnya i kuat tido.. hihi~ tersengguk2 time dengr the laecture by encik shukri, ketua facilitator kt BTN~ m not showing any sign of interested during dat lecture.. just thinking bout my love one in KL, my Dear DArlig Wilson.. Positively, I miss him..!!
Second day, arghhhh.... have to wake up early.. oh gosh.. last night i couldn't sleep well n now i hv to wake up at 5am.. huhu~ it was torturing me. Knowing dat i hve to attend each activities, i woke up. mandi n went to sembahyang at surau~ The morning just nice to have a gd sleep n dream of my darling but have to bangun la pulak.. haih~
again, during the kuliah subuh.. My Eyes slowly close n i went to my dreamland.~ continue ith last night lecture, this time the presenter focused on the other topic which are Rakyat, KeraJaan n Daulat.. 4 important aspect in a country~ t the time was moving so slow like kure2 i think.. but more slower thn kure2 la dat time.. huuhu~ keep thinking bout my darling, what is he doing there.. does he miss me like i do?? cannot pay attetion to the presenters.. sleepy + miss someone = Tido...hihi~
Miss dear wilson a lot..!!
Third day, the LdK session have started at 2nd night there.. we're divided into 8 group.. n me with few others students from my college were in the same group.. haih~
2 days past and 3 days to go.. i badly miss my beloved one.. my dear darling wilson~ Miss u badly sayang.. when i was there, everything seemed to be uneasy.. mandi xkena, tido xlena, makan also x kenyang.. loVEsick lor~
Fourth day.. yes2..!! one day to go.. tomorrow will be the last day in BTN.. eager to meet my sayang... LOve., Wait for me until i finish my BTn.. hmm everyday during the BTn, mY DARling neveR missed one single day to give me A phone call.. i cannot live without him.. eventhough how exhausted n sleepy i was, i still want to hear his voice everytime before i went to bed..
Fifth day.. Horrayy....!! finally, the end of the course.. i want to meet my darling as soon as possible, feel like to hug him n won't let him go.. 5 days like 5 years. i have to wait n wait until sometimes i felt like want to escape from the BTN.. evnthg M not physically abuse, but i think my emotion has been tortured badly.. It worth it to wait until the last day becoz you know dat someone is patiently waiting for you outside there.. n he also feel the same as you do. the Separation somehow taught us to be more patient, understanding one's situation n mostly to miss someone with full of ur heart~
baby.. i LOve you so much..!!
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1 comments:
wow, never thought before dat u'r gonna love someone that much. may u live happily ever after ek...neway,chill.
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