100 things about me~

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: Plain H2O
2. Last phone call: My dear Darling.. Who else?? hihi
3. Last text message: tO ili~
4. Last song you listened to: EnTernal Flame.. Dar~ i wnt u to know how much i love u..
5. Last time you cried: Juz now~ huhuks...

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: ........ m thinking...~ wht da ya mean??!!
7. Been cheated on: haih~more thn Hundred times lor..
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: Never Ever regretted it.. right darling???
9. Lost someone special: huhukS.. cannot afford to lose him..
10. Been depressed: totally depressed... How m i going to get through days in Uk for 3yrs without my sayang..??!!
11. Been drunk and threw up: for sure la.. NEVER..

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. Black is Mystery
13. Red is Sexy
14. Warna Warni?? hihiks...

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: Not really.. M stuck n Bz wif my Final exam..
16. Fallen out of love: SUre Nope... FAllen In.. definiely yeS..
17. Laughed until you cried: Too Happy of having SOme1 besides me.. I love you Dar~
18. Met someone who changed you: I am myself.. No nd to chnge.. i thnk so..~
19. Found out who your true friends were: huh... Not yet.. ppl keep chnging as the time moving~
20. Found out someone was talking about you: unexpected person was talking bout me.. X sangka Sunnguh.. how can she thinks we're friend??
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: yup2...
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: Most of them.. nt sure~
23. How many kids do you want to have: ask my becoming hubby.. Sayang..~ how many kids do we want??
24. Do you have any pets: virtual pet yes... real one.. nope..
25. Do you want to change your name: hmm... when got married.. maybe yes.. dun noe.. so far.. dun think so
26. What did you do for your last birthday: did not celebrate..
27. What time did you wake up today: almost 11..
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: aha..!! went to teman my dar~ go fishing until 6 am.. knowing dat it would be the last time i can go fishing wif him~ really enjoyed watching the stars n moon~
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: getting married with dar~ <3
30. Last time you saw your Mother: almost 2 months ago..
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: I've met my dar~ earlier n if possible we're married da.. hihih~ <3 <3 <3
32. What are you listening to right now: Ministry of Sound.. dunnoe what song.. juz listening~
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: nOpe
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: My Dar~
35. Most visited webpage: Facebook dowh.. n Blog
36. Whats your real name: Shalilah Binti HUssin
37. Nicknames: Shasha (currently), Elle ( school n matrik), kakak (close friend), Cik Cha (my nephew), Milla (at home)
38. Relationship Status: hihi~ LOveis in the Air..
39. Zodiac sign: Aquarius
40. Male or female?: erkk.. Female lor~
41. Elementary?: SK Sungai Mas.. Tada Mas Pown.. hahaks
42. Middle School?: Sek. Men. Bandar Mas.. then SAINS MUAR
43. High school/college?:JOhor matriculation College(2006-07) .. teacher training Inst. (IPBA/IPGM Kampus bahasa Antarabangsa)
44. Hair colour: Black
45. Long or short: long.......................
46. Height: 145cm.. huhu~ m shorty..
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: NO..
48. What do you like about yourself?: I love Children, n if i've met sm1 i really love, i will love him forever n never think of betray him.. I'm simple n positively, i dun like to bother people life..!! Dat's not my business
49. Piercings: ear la~
50. Tattoos: noPE
51. Righty or lefty: righty

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: Never
53. First piercing: time baby kot~ ask my mum
54. First best friend: Nana & Rozi
55. First sport you joined: 100m.. hihi~ when i was 9yrs old
56. First vacation: Where??? m thinking...... long time ago
58. First pair of trainers:....

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: nope
60. Drinking: nope
61. I'm about to: Sleep.. hihi~ waiting phone call from dar~
62. Listening to: Ministry of Music n Fan.. haih
63. Waiting on: to Meet Dar~ what else.. dar.. cm bck early!!

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: yup.. definitely
65. Get Married?: sure.. DEFiNITELy i want to... right sayang??
66. Career?: Teacher-to-be

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: BOTH...
69. Shorter or taller: er.... huhuks.. sensitive question..
70. Older or Younger: Younger~
71. Romantic or spontaneous: romantic
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: err.. dun noe.. cannot register da~
73. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive la~
74. Hook-up or relationship: relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: noPe
77. Drank hard liquor: noPe
78. Lost glasses/contacts: not yet~ hihi
79. Sex on first date: noPe~
80. Broken someone's heart: sure penah.. yes
82. Been arrested: nope~ budak baik ma~
83. Turned someone down: Dun noe la~ MAybe yes whout my realisation..haih~
84. Cried when someone died: Yes.. lost my beloved uncle
85. Fallen for a friend?: humm..

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: YeSSS......!!
87. Miracles: yes
88. Love at first sight: YEs..!!!
89. Heaven: totally
90. Santa Claus: previously, when i was young.. hihi.. too much watch TV dowh..
91. Kiss on the first date: yup2...
92. Angels: totally

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: NOpe...WhAt FOR??
95. Did you sing today?: yes.. i did..
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: yup..
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: as far as possible, as long as i can stay together with my sayang..~
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: dun noe..
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: Partially yEs..
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: yes

A complete Individual~

i took a quizes and unsurprisingly, it describe me best..
lets us see what it says bout me...

1st quiz.
Nobody could ever tell you what to wear! you have a crazy personality which is reflected in your outgoing clothes. you stand out from a crowd though sometimes not in the best possible way. but your individuality is a gift of its own.

2nd quiz.
You a quite the individual! Good for you! You value tradition, but welcome change. You are intelligent, witty, sensitive, and have a diverse set of friends. You are as comfortable discussing politics as you are baking cookies. You have strong morals and principals and are respected by others. You have a purpose and it will be realized.

3rd quiz
You are very self-conscious, but you are beautiful. You worry about what other people think about you yet you are all they think about. You are very caring and sweet, but you can be aggressive.

4th quiz
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very Stubborn and money cautious.

The secret of my Name..

Tell you the truth bout my name.. mostly Accurate la...

S : Anda seorang yang berpengetahuan.

H : Anda tidak suka menghakimi sesuatu/orang.

A : Anda menjadi sangat pendiam apabila anda sedang memikirkan sesuatu.

L : Anda sangat percaya dengan cinta dan mudah tengelam ke dalamnya.

I : Selalu tersenyum dan membuat orang lain tersenyum.

L : Anda sangat percaya dengan cinta dan mudah tengelam ke dalamnya.

A : Anda menjadi sangat pendiam apabila anda sedang memikirkan sesuatu.

H : Anda tidak suka menghakimi sesuatu/orang

yesterday is history, Today is reality & Tomorrow is Mystery~

hmm... yesterday, i was a naive little girl, know nothing much bout this life.. life is interesting, yet challenging.. i have met diffrent people with diffrent charactristics, lifestyle, attitudes & behaviour... they're all differ to each other, but wht's make them similar is they all have heart and feeling. People hv the right to do what they like and what they don't. N also to like and to admire other people.
I faced a love failure once n i dont want it to happen again. i suffered a lot. Now i realise that m not suppose to hv the relatnship. i wasted my precious time.. i let my self to be fooled,.
haih..~ so saKit hati when i remmber back those mmories..~ whatever it is, yesterday is history~
Today is reality. I hv been so-called a single ldy for quite some times.. hihi~ n M proud of it. I wnt to prove to my self that i can live without Bf, i don't depend on them to be wht i wanted to.
n Tomorrow is mystery.. i didn't say that i wnt to be forever single n available. hOping that one day i'll meet some1 who really appreciate me. smbody who can be there when i need some1 to talk to.. somebdy loves me more than i love him..
i'll be waiting for him..

Tell me why..~

Hmm.. exam juz around the corner..
15 days left for the final exam.. everyone seems stress.. they express it differently.
For it, if i feel stress i will go out somewhre, take a deep breath and death.. hahah.. no lar
i would rather call my homie and talk with them..
but, some people more likely to talk about other people, what else, gossipping la..
haih, seem dat they hv nothing to do except gossip.. i want to make confession dat i'm actlly used to gossipping.. if i think it is neccessarily thing to inform other people or i felt hurt (unsatisfied).
i realise dat what u give, u'll get it back. same goes to me if i talk about other people.
the truth is sometime i do care what people has talked bout my, myself. i often be the victim of gossipping becoz i'm free-hair..
huu~ aiyoohh... they like to judge people from it's appearance..
somebody, tell me why must i am treatened this way?? am i look so jahat juz becoz m free-hair.??
one thing for sure is i do not bother people's life. so why must them bother mine??
haih~
i've grown up, no need someone to tell me to to this, to do that.. if i want to wear a tudung, it's up to me la..
i will, yes, definitely one day i'll wear a tudung.. everyone want to change to be better..
so do i, i will change for the sake of my life.. one day, i'll wearing tudung when i become a teacher at the later stage or when i think it is a must to make a turning point in my life.
p/s: do people always "pandang rendah" to free-hair person like me?

SHASHA

10 things about me
1. suke makan
2. rendah sangat2.. 143cm & 40 kg
huhu~
3. i know how to write terbalik
4. baju saiz xS
5. slalu panas hati tp xnak luahkan
6. dalam sebulan, mesti ader sekali menangis
7. xder hobby
8. suke simpan stuff yg ader kenangan sejak sekolah>matrik>present
9. perasan remaje, but aclty i'm young adult now- dah 21 tahun lor
10. sangat tegas ngn adik2 pompuanku- ai2 and adik