cOuple Day OUt..

Before i went to BTn, My boyfriend have planned to go for fishing actvty which is organised by PeMM (Persatuan Memancing Malaysia) at Tasik Titiwangsa.. Since my Bf loVe Fishing a lot, i dont mind to follow him dat day., As long as i can spend time with hm n dat what make me happier~
We woke up about 6am in the morning.. go sraight to Tasik Ttwgsa by monorail.. The day juz nice to go for fishing as it was not too hot n lucliky not even raining.. it was cloudy day bt it never stop us to go to Tasik Ttwngsa..
We arrived there bout 7 smthing n my bF's friends have waited for ur.. They pick us up n then moved to the tasik..
First thing that captured my attention was the beautiful lanskap at the tasik, surrounded by many plants juz potraying how natural it was.. a kind of suitable place to relax n have a gd time with friend n family.. no wonder la so many public there, they went for jogging n some others juz hanging around with their family n friends... but we came there fr a mission which was to support PeMM programme..
After register with the Organiser, we went to find suitable place around the lake n my BF start fishing while M juz watching.. hihih~
to be continued...

5 Days in US

First n foremost, US as mentioned before, stnd fo Ulu Sepri, serembn, N.9..

Fist day, after taklimat kursus and everything, back to so-called dorm.. Kemas2 katil, went mandi n Dinner.. 1st actvty dat night was lecture about Tanah Air = Malaysia..So penat after 2 n half hours journey, eventhough x der la jauh sngt ngn KL tp still mengantuk.. Or maybe sebetulnya i kuat tido.. hihi~ tersengguk2 time dengr the laecture by encik shukri, ketua facilitator kt BTN~ m not showing any sign of interested during dat lecture.. just thinking bout my love one in KL, my Dear DArlig Wilson.. Positively, I miss him..!!

Second day, arghhhh.... have to wake up early.. oh gosh.. last night i couldn't sleep well n now i hv to wake up at 5am.. huhu~ it was torturing me. Knowing dat i hve to attend each activities, i woke up. mandi n went to sembahyang at surau~ The morning just nice to have a gd sleep n dream of my darling but have to bangun la pulak.. haih~
again, during the kuliah subuh.. My Eyes slowly close n i went to my dreamland.~ continue ith last night lecture, this time the presenter focused on the other topic which are Rakyat, KeraJaan n Daulat.. 4 important aspect in a country~ t the time was moving so slow like kure2 i think.. but more slower thn kure2 la dat time.. huuhu~ keep thinking bout my darling, what is he doing there.. does he miss me like i do?? cannot pay attetion to the presenters.. sleepy + miss someone = Tido...hihi~
Miss dear wilson a lot..!!

Third day, the LdK session have started at 2nd night there.. we're divided into 8 group.. n me with few others students from my college were in the same group.. haih~
2 days past and 3 days to go.. i badly miss my beloved one.. my dear darling wilson~ Miss u badly sayang.. when i was there, everything seemed to be uneasy.. mandi xkena, tido xlena, makan also x kenyang.. loVEsick lor~

Fourth day.. yes2..!! one day to go.. tomorrow will be the last day in BTN.. eager to meet my sayang... LOve., Wait for me until i finish my BTn.. hmm everyday during the BTn, mY DARling neveR missed one single day to give me A phone call.. i cannot live without him.. eventhough how exhausted n sleepy i was, i still want to hear his voice everytime before i went to bed..

Fifth day.. Horrayy....!! finally, the end of the course.. i want to meet my darling as soon as possible, feel like to hug him n won't let him go.. 5 days like 5 years. i have to wait n wait until sometimes i felt like want to escape from the BTN.. evnthg M not physically abuse, but i think my emotion has been tortured badly.. It worth it to wait until the last day becoz you know dat someone is patiently waiting for you outside there.. n he also feel the same as you do. the Separation somehow taught us to be more patient, understanding one's situation n mostly to miss someone with full of ur heart~
baby.. i LOve you so much..!!

What's BTN??

nini & ili in the lecture hall... it was tiring to listen to all the presenterS

BtN?? it's just 3 words.. For some ppl when i mentioned BTn sure they already know wht it is.. Biro tatanegara, a special programme held by GoV for students who wants to further thier studies overseas..
last week, i have attend he 5days course in US.. fuyoo.. blum p ovc to dah smpai US.. haih.. no lar, US here stand for ULU SEPRI in seremban.. those live in N.9 definitely know this place..
located few km from rembau n quite nice... i love this place, firstly because the environment.. so green so natural n so enchanting.. surrounded by hutan n waterfall just making the place totally nice to have a life here..
compared to urban place, i think live in this place is much better..
seconly, becoz of the pple thre.. The facilitators are so nice n friendly.. they have take a good care of ourselves since the day we arrived there until the end of the course..

One of natural view at ULu sepRi camp.. huhu~ felt like wanna terjun there coz the days there were hot..!!

Before i went to this course, i feel so malas but terpaksa attent this course as it is one of the KPM requirement. The other students feel the same as i.. When talking bout BTn, what comes into my mind r brainwash session, politic and strict dicipline.. haih have to follow the rules n everything.. listen the useless lecture bout nationality.. i thnk i dont have to becoz m malaysian n i love my country what??
However, after i experience the BTN myself, i think more or less, it has changed my perspective about this course.. not so bad la compared to what my senior n the other students said bout it..

Ainur & Nefiey.. hihi~ getting excited about the BTn.. or mayBe bored to death listen to the lecture..


somehow i realize tht BTN just taught us to be pure Malaysian. not to say we're not malaysian, but through the realisation, we'll think what's the best for ourselves, our family, our nation, our country n of course for our future~
m glad to attend this course, at least i gained and realised something dat is our decision today will shape our life tomorrow. There are numerous benefit the GOv gave to us, n as Malaysian ppl we should have to be grateful for dat..
For a student like me, the Gov gives me opportunity to further my studies overc..
Gives me the access to the large body of knowledge which available in the surrounding, n the world..
Gives me life to live in peace..
Gives me friends from different races who are really nice..
Gives me hope to have better life in undertaking future..
Gives me future to be a better person n citizen..
Gives me chance to mix with different people with diferent culture n religion while at the same time respect to each other and understand them well..
n mostly, it gives me the feeling of being loyal n love our country..

hmm.. dat's it.. BTn not so bad as ppl has thought about it.. you, yourselves have to experience it. then u'll know how good the programme is..

Horrrayy... Yay.. BAlik...!! everyone tried to take whatever picture as a memory at the U.S BTN

Dear Darling..

Darling~ M really happy to have someone like you..~
U give me more love than i ask~ dar.. i shall love you till the my last breath..
i promise the same things as you promise me..~

I promise we'll never be apart
I promise not to hurt you
I promise to never make you cry
I promise to always trust you
I promise to always love you
I promise not to lie
I promise you forever
I promise to do things right
I promise to always be there
I promise until the end
I promise to be your bestest girlfriend
I promise this forever
I promise you my life
you'r the PEANUT to my BUTTER
you'r the STAR to my BURST
you'r the POP to my TART
you'r the MILKY to my WAY
you'r the FRUIT to my LOOP
you'r the LUCKY to my CHARMS
you'r the ICE to my CREAM
but mostly....
you'r the BEST to my Boyfriend..

3 Days of Happiness

After the long wait of my final exam and always wanted a boyfriend, finally its over and I've archive it. First it's my exam, eventhough is tough then expected but I finnaly manage to do all those papers. Secondly, I have met a guy...Nothing much or neither less. He is the one I've looking for all this while and finally found someone who can appriciate my life and share all his happiness with me.Hoping to go along well forever.Might be my future ones, who knows rite?hehe~

We spend the time together but eventhough 3 days only, he already made my life happy that I've never felt before.The past is past but this has change my life after I met him.

1. He is the one that I've searching for...Finally...
2. He is the one who made my life colourful and happy.
3. He is the one who support me before the exam and everytime I down.
4. He is the one that sacrifice his time just to be with me even his working hours are different from others
5. He is the one who I love the most and far from the rest.
6. He is the one who I can tell my feelings when I was sad or hard. Not other people.
7. He is the one who I met so far, ask me to dream of him at nite before going to bed and share ALL his feelings no matter what happen...How Sweet!!
8. He is the one who cares of me alot.No matter what, he will remind, tell or ask before I do something
9. He is the one I will always remember no matter how far or how long it takes just to get together.
10.He is the one will be my future ones...Love u dar...




Second day, he brought me to Taman Tasik Titiwangsa for fishing trip..Eventhough I have to wake up early about 5.30am, I still cant forget the memorable date that he promise to go fishing with...Tak dapat ikan tak pe, Janji I dah dapat u sayang...



Then on the evening after a rest, we went to The Gardens at Mid Valley for a dinner and a movie at GSC The Signature...what a wonderful day that day...

The 3 days just felt like 3 seconds. Want to be with him more longer but the BTN course is on Monday. haiz~..It will be more happy yet to come

LOVE YOU SAYANG!!!WANNA BE WITH U 4EVER...XOXO

If..

If ever the day comes and you find someone better than me
Juz remember that what i give to you is the best of what i have..
And What i am to you is the best that i can only be..
huhu~ it's hurt me knowing that soon i'll no longer staying here..
If i am given a chance to meet you early.. Am sure we'll not waste any second to be together.
If i am given a chance to stay here, I m definitely wanna stay with you..
haih..
i can't stop thinking bout us..

22. 05.09

Hmm.. i dun noe when i started fall in love wif him..
but officially, i am his gf today la..
hahah~
can't believe dat finally i've found sm1 who really appreciate myself..
dear.. love you~
smthing for you.. hope you'll read this when u have time..

I'll never care for anyone again,
The way i care for you..
I'll never felt that way again,
The way i felt for you..
I'll never be concerned about anyone again,
The way i concern about you..
I'll never laugh again,
The way i laugh with you.
I'll never smile to anyone again,
The way i smile to you..
I'll never wait for anyone again,
The way i wait for you..
I'll never be that happy again,
Cz I'm Happier NoW With YOu..

dear, Thnx for spent ur time with me today..~

A.D.V.E.N.T.U.R.E

HURMM... I FEEL SO FREE AFTER THIS EXAM..
JUST WAITING FOR THE RESULT TO COME OUT.. SO LATER CAN BALIK JOHOR MEET MY HOMIE...
YAYAY..~~
N m THINKING BOUT TO WRITE SOMETHING ON ADVENTURE... LIFE EXPERIENCE,.

THERE'S THIS FUNNY LITTLE THING CALLED LOVE
IT CAN COME AND GO LIKE A GUST OF WIND
IT CAN TRADE OFF FROM ONE PERSON TO THE NEXT
UNPREDICTABLE AND UNEXPLAINABLE ARE WHAT IT IS ABOUT
YOU NEVER KNOW WHEN IT'S COMING OR HOW YOU'LL RECEIVE IT
BUT ONCE YOU HAVE IT, YOU'LL NEVER WANT TO LET GO
THOUGH IT OFTEN DOES GO, SHUTTERING YOUR HEART ALONG THE WAY
MAKES YOU NEVER WANT IT AGAIN OUT OF FEAR AND SADNESS
ONLY, SLOWLY YOU HEAL AND SMILE AGAIN
AND SUDDENLY THERE'S NEW FACE THAT MAKE YOUR HEART FLUTTER
SO YOU FORGET YOUR OLD SADNESS WITH YOUR NEW EXCITEMENT
ON OFF IT GOES THROUGHOUT YOUR YOUNG LIFE
AS SAD AS IT MAY SEEM, MOST OF US WILL GO THROUGH PEOPLE AS WE DO CLOTHES
YET SOME HAVE LONG, LOVING RELATIONSHIP.. THAT BLOSSOM INTO MARRIAGE
SOME WONDER WHY PEOPLE PUTT UP WITH IT
IT CAN HURT, STAB YOU IN THE BACK
AND SADLY
EVEN MAKE YOU WANT TO TAKE YOUR LIFE
YET THE REWARD SEEMS TO B ETHE CATCH
THE ABILITY TO SHARE WITH SOMEONE
THE SECRETS TOU THOUGHT AND YOU'D CARRY.. TO YOUR GRAVE
TO TRUST SOMEONE WITH ALL YOU HAVE
AND KNOW THAT IT IS RETURNED
RECEIVING UNBELIEVABLE HAPPINESS AND JOY
FROM JUST THE SIGHT OF SOMEONE
ULTIMATELY
IT IS A WONDERFUL FEELING
SHARE BETWEEN TWO
THAT CAN TURN INTO THE ADVENTURE OF A LIFETIME..

The end of my Examination..

hurray...
finally, i managed to sit my last examination paper today..
Hoping dat i'll pass all the subject so dat i dun have to sit for referalpaper da...
hm.. but today's paper made me so nervous till death..
why??
because, 1st time in my life, i vomit after read the question in the paper..
i was so surprise and also shock.. it never happen to me before..
i have thought maybe due to nervousness to sit for the last n killer paper made me like dat..
haih..
da la i did not take any single thing before the exam.. just imagine how was i when vomiting...
pun xder aper2 yg keluar except a bitter liquid which make me feel like i'm dying..
m afraid if suddently i collapsed in dat toilet, who are going to find me there??
just before the exam start, i feel better.. pon after i vomit nothing in the ladies..
hmm.. whatver it is, i felt gratefully dat i managed to write until the last sentence for social studies..
i wish for nothing but to pass all the 4 component in my foundation years...
haih..
tamat da 2 years foundation in IPBA..

i wanna cry.. huhu~

this exam week is very tough fo me.. seems like it give tremendous effect in mylife..
fistly, i feel so terrible coz so stress..
2ndly, i feel guilty coz neglecting smbody... i hope she/he understnd dat m not avoiding her/him at all.. after the exam finish, hoping dat everythng will come back to normal..

m so stress.. please understand me~

MiSSing Him~

Can't wait for my exam to finish da~

When we're apart

haih.. thinking of the becoming exam turns my self to be really anxious..
it's inevitable dar~ i have given my full effort into it.. n we'll see either i manage to pass the exam or not.. who wants to be the failure right? i wish m not into dat category.. huhu~
if i pass the exam, i can further my studies.. i will enter a new phase of my life.. i can go to Uk.. n most importantly, i can experience the world myself.. yay!!
Further studies overseas will give me the access to travel here n there.. meeting diffrnt ppl with dffrnt culture.. whoa..i can't wait.. However, i hv to pay for it..
Further studies oversea also means i need to be far apart with my family n beloved one.. huhu~ the separation will definitely broke my heart, are they going to miss me.?? n the crucial 1, am i going to hv the chance to meet them again after 3 years in ovc?? mom, dad, my sista, bby akid n afiq,.. sm1 not to be mentioned, M going to miss u all damn much..
last night, sum1 asked me bout hmm u know la.. dat very important 1 for everyone..love
i try not to think bout it now, but the more i pretend to ignore it, the more my heart says.. "u must make a decision now.. u already hv the answer n what u need to do is juz say YES.." haih~
it's reality dat today's decision will shape my life tomorrow..sooner or later we'll far apart.. i like u damn much.. but if i make a decision now, the separation will hurt u n me more.. i juz want to enjoy every moment with u.. if possible, i want to spend everyday wif u.. haih~
i believe that 3 months n 3 years after this will not the same as today..

Annoyance 2

Annoyance..?? many things will come into my mind, people, sounds., stories, and etc.. but most of the time i get annoy when m lacking of vocab...When examination is coming soon, i started to read as mush as i can to add my vocab, but it seems that it doesn't help me much.. usually, i m lost when i can't find the exact word to be included in my sentence.. haih.. so bad that i sometimes can only produce a piece of sampah.. summore i don't like writing under the time constrain.. i hate it as i have to push my brain to function til the max.. or i must say that i can't generate better idea under stress..

Annoyance

M actually in the library now, alone.. waiting for my classmates- NOah & haikal n few others.. I'm suppose to come here with nini, but since she went out for dinner with pojie, i juz came here dar.. wait for them.. haih... told me dat they will come at 8 pm but when i sampai here, nobody la...
doing nothing now...
hmm.. m thinking n thinking bout nothing come into my mind...
but suddently, m thinking bout anoyyance~...
to be continued.. my friend sampai dah~

Tuesday Morning~

i woke up lazily this morning... haih~ even though the class will start at 11am, i juz bgun awal pg2 neh.. p mandi n sit in front of my laptop.. actlly, dun noe what to write.. but i juz want to write..hmm pg2 lg my sista dah msg me.. usually, i set my alarm at 6.30 am but today bgn at 6.15 smthing coz received msg frm my akak tu le... tunggula hr cerah then boleh la msg.. kaco tido je. i tried to contnue sleeping but couldn't.. bgun le n mandi pas tu~
pagi2 neh cuaca seems vry nice, sejuk je kl dok kt balkoni depan tuh~ tapi xleh la lamer2.. Boring tengk da same view hari2.. plus, when the sun rises, ha jadi hot spot la dat place.. there's no sign today is going to rain.. nk jumpe hujan kn la masuk shower..
last night so hot n couldn't sleep well, again, n felt like slept in an oven.. damn hot~ bile la nk hujan neh..
ish.. blur.... today ader so-called test LDS.. Next week bru the final n real one.. ok... n now ni blur~

Totally depressed~

6 days to go before the final exam which is in this becoming Monday.
hey, i wish i could turn back the time.. so that i would have the chance to be more focus in my studies.. not playing around to much.. spending most of free time in the library doing revision.. and etc..
but, it seems that i can't do anything.. m hopeless.. hu~ i can only think for the exam, what should i do n don't... lecturers still insist want to make classes this week even though this week supposed to be the studyleave.. classes still going as usual, plus lecturers give too much tense to me...
He/she keep remind me that i should do smthing wif my essay... in other words he means that m not really consistent in my LDV subject.., haih... i wish there's a miracle to trnsform me to be more consistent in my writing...
many thing across my mind, esp bout the potential failure.. pass boarderline.. etc... it worries me damn much..!! huhuhu~~~~
what if it happen to me.. it might be becoz as my lectrr said, m not really consistent.. sometimes i was god, but sometimes i can be no good... so bad la... i feel like S#!^...
I WAS REALLY DOWN TODAY...
N I WANNA GO OUT FROM THIS hell situation...
hmmm.....
There's PErTA event this evening n M going to C all those traditional games.. maybe it could release my stress... who knows...
Later, i'll be going to Taman Jaya if the wheather is nice...

Before and After exam...

Everyone has experienced the symptoms of examination, so do i...
examination is inevitable.. yeah.. by hook or by crook every students need to sit for it..unless, he/she purposely study for nothing.. i mean he/she don't have any goals in their life..
i have so many goals, hoping dat one day i'll achieve that goals...
now ni.. i feel so afraid of the exam but pretend juz like nothing bad is going to happen..
haih~
don't know how to explain the feeling... it's juz like decribing how water taste.. completely impossible...
however, imagining the situation after exam making my self so relief and a bit happy~
i can do whatever i want without smbdy tell me wht's right and what's wrong.. i can spent the whole day to go for jalan2.. makan2.. even to do MOvie Marathon...
yayay..!!!
nobody cares what i'm doing..!!
i can sleep and sleep as if i never sleep before...
i can start packing my stuff to go back to Johor.. n meet my homie.. hu seronoknyer..
having quality time with them until the last day before i departed..
n most of all, i can meet sm1 before going back home.. some1 who has being a gd supporter when i was down..
hihi~ i kept tell him i was afraid bout the exam..
sm1 who always remind me to dream about him juz b4 i go to sleep... so cute
hahah~
i'll wait until the exam ends~

My Future Plan...

1. Successfully Graduated from Canterbury Christ Church University, Uk n IPBA
2. Start develop my Career as an ENglish Teacher. I don't want to be posted to Sabah or Sarawak alone.. i need somebody to be my companion there
3. Engage..
4. Married with husband-to-be..??? dun find yet
5. Further Studies- Take Master after 3-5 years working as a teacher
6. Having Babies.. 2 or 3 are enough.. hihi~

Things that worry me~

1. Examination ( 18th may 2009)
2. Scar on my face... haih~ i give up da, this pimple scar can't be cured...
3. P course Biro Tatanegara.. mesti kn brain wash..
4. signature of commissioner of oath tak dapat lagi.. So letter of good conduct x complete lagi..
haih~
5. Balik jb.. x leh nk decide bile nk blik.. right after exam or after result kuar?
6. medical checkup
7. should i buy new laptop??

Sleeping Beauty

haih... exam juz 1 week left.. but i think i need a year to revise everything..
huhu~ i feel so afraid knowing dat if i fail this becoming exam. i will not hv the chance to further my studies...
i feel so exhausted of this study thing.. why must every student sit for an exam.. can we juz do assgnment to pass the course..i've plan to do my revision durng this w'kend, but i end up sleep too much.. i think so.. coz i stayed up late in d n8 n woke up late in the morn...
plus, whenever i feel tired of doing revision, i stop n take a long nap..haaih... i feel like dying to pass the exam.. it's juz like the more i study, the more pening i've become.. an easy thing becomes so complicated..
i tought sleeping will overcome my stress and pening kepala,.
i can't stay in my room as if it is an examination hall... I need to take a fresh air outside, but at the same time i think it will only waste my time.. time is becoming more precious evry second,s every minutes, and every hour...
I can't stop thinking of examnination,. does everyone feel the same??
nervous + Afraid + worries + stress = dying....
huhu~ I feel eager to finish the exam..

So tired..

Cuti mmg menyeronokkan, dpt blik kg, berjaln2 n sumore berjumpa dgn beloved one..
Johor dr KL xder la jauh sangt, 4 jam je dh sampai... Tp bl jaln dah jam, kpl akoo pon bleh jam gak.. hot semacam je.. 3 hari kt umah mmg x puas.. ala cuti setahun kt umah pun x penah nk puas bg akoo..
hmm... beli tiket ke KL last nite, unfortunately, mara liner n trnsnasnal sumer dah sold out. huhu~
ape bus la akoo nk naik blik KL neh?? suddnly, ader uncle neh offer tiket bus double decker kt akoo.. cume extra 6bucks je dr hrga asal.. akhirnya pas kawtim ngn uncle tuh, dapt gak.. yay!!
aku melonjak kegembiraan, tp x der la terlompat2 dowh..
bus akoo kol930. n ak pon terus p kaunter bus tuh.. akak tuh kt bus akoo ader dpn platform 18, tp sebijik bus dble decker pn akoo x nampak.. akoo kesana-sini cari tp xder pon.. hmm dah kol 930 neh, krg x pasal2 akoo kn tinggl.. p blik dat kaunter, akk tuh kt ader da bus,.. maner?? akoo x nampak pon.. hey makcik neh dah lebih neh.. ..
lastly, jmpe da jauh dari tempat yg mak cik sengal tuh cakap..
berpeluh-p2luh akoo kesana-sini cr sebesar-besar bus tuh.. Malangnye.. Penat giler..
ala.. cuti nnti jumpe lagi. x kemaner pon.. sumer ader je kt umah, X bergerak2.. berat ht nk tingglkn family akoo... xpuas la jumpe diorng..
dlm bus, akoo tido je.. keletihan yg teramat.. xc ukup tido pon ader gak.. ala akoo neh mmg kuat tido.. bg 25jam sehari tido pon gaknyer x cukup.. hahah~
sampai KL koo jln p pasar seni, mek train ke kerinchi..
then smpai2, perut lapa, mkn kt scud n blik umah smbung tido.. ptg td kn kuar gak p kl central. cuci gambar pasport.. leceh2.. tp terpksa dah.. esok lecturer nk dah..
penat la.. akoo nk collapse dah neh~ penat...~

I think i've hurt somebody's feeling...

hu~ thousands appologies dear..

i can't decide what's the best for us~ i hv my main focus now, my exam, my future, but it doesn't mean u r less importnt to me..

i felt happy to know u..

i hv reasons why i'm not ready yet..

i mean words dat i said. Truth is always hurt~ but it's life. Perhaps, in the near future, i might fall into u..

but, i can gurantee nothing~ i hope u'll understnd me

please~~
when u read this post,

do not mad at me..

do not avoid me..

do not forget me..

M always here as a friend for u~ nothing can change the fact that i'll always be ur shoulder to cry on..

i'd love to listen to u..

i'd love to share evrythng with u~

I'd love to be ur best close friend..~

the time hasn't come yet...........~

A complete Individual~

i took a quizes and unsurprisingly, it describe me best..
lets us see what it says bout me...

1st quiz.
Nobody could ever tell you what to wear! you have a crazy personality which is reflected in your outgoing clothes. you stand out from a crowd though sometimes not in the best possible way. but your individuality is a gift of its own.

2nd quiz.
You a quite the individual! Good for you! You value tradition, but welcome change. You are intelligent, witty, sensitive, and have a diverse set of friends. You are as comfortable discussing politics as you are baking cookies. You have strong morals and principals and are respected by others. You have a purpose and it will be realized.

3rd quiz
You are very self-conscious, but you are beautiful. You worry about what other people think about you yet you are all they think about. You are very caring and sweet, but you can be aggressive.

4th quiz
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very Stubborn and money cautious.

The secret of my Name..

Tell you the truth bout my name.. mostly Accurate la...

S : Anda seorang yang berpengetahuan.

H : Anda tidak suka menghakimi sesuatu/orang.

A : Anda menjadi sangat pendiam apabila anda sedang memikirkan sesuatu.

L : Anda sangat percaya dengan cinta dan mudah tengelam ke dalamnya.

I : Selalu tersenyum dan membuat orang lain tersenyum.

L : Anda sangat percaya dengan cinta dan mudah tengelam ke dalamnya.

A : Anda menjadi sangat pendiam apabila anda sedang memikirkan sesuatu.

H : Anda tidak suka menghakimi sesuatu/orang

WHAt M i doin NOW??

watch Asian Food Channel...
Pretend xkesah pasal EXAM...
nmpk cm sedap tuh, the way he prepare dat food pn ader style... hahah~
akooo suke la kt JAmie Olivers..

NO more UNNECCESSARY things...

wht are unneccessary thiings??
1. Care bout other people- Lntakla korng nk buat aper now neh.. i'm not the one who control ur life
2. Keep score-- Akoo pon dah x kesah korng nk ckp blakang. molot korng kn...sendiri jage la.. wht u give, u'll get it back...
3. Selfish- nk bg pinjam buku pon teragak2.. hey, x RUGI aper2 la bg pnjm kejap pown
4. Love- lagi la x perlu.. it had messed my life once, n i dont want it.
5. Banned junior- hahha.. x perlu kusut2 lagi dah.. m not their coordinator. their life is not mine.. kl rase nk jd better person, x perlu ader raser bongkak n megah diri... we are all human. every n each of us is not perfect at all. If u be nice, i can be nice too..
6. Jeolousy- kl untuk kebaikkn mmg digalakkn. Examples, tngk orng pandai, kiter msti berusaha jadi pandai gak... BERUSAHA, BERUSAHA..!! akooo mesti rajin dan kurangkan tido petang..!!
tp kl jeles orng sbb orng tuh lg HOT, CAntik n GEdikZ... buang mase je nk jeles2 neh.. X mendatangkan kebaikkan langsung...
7. Day dreaming- walau kdg2 orng kata "Tanpa angan2, Tiada Impian"- x berape nk ingt la aper ayat tuh.. tapi lebih kurang kot.. Angan2 ZERO mmg la xder manfaat.. Buang mase n IDEA ader la.. buat essay 1 Mesti la lame siap.. tapi besenye dgn angan2 orng xder mase depan..
Melainkan angan2 + USAHA = kejayaan...
8. Boyfriend- sumer orng gembira ader boyfriend, n akoo turut tumpang bahagia untuk diorng.. mslhnyer bl ader bf neh, tendency untuk loss focus on study amat la TINGGi..
wht are the main factors?? neh yang akoo raser la.. sbb it happen to me once
> waste time & money- use to call n msg lots, mmg la buang duit.. kl saving dh bleh beli bnde lain. Mase yg ptt dgunakn untk bersama family pn tada, hilang.. sbb dok bz dating bl wkend. hilang dah quality time ngn family, hubungan pon makin renggang coz akak akoo pkir ako lebih pentingkan kawan dr family.. huhu~
> loss Focus n commitment on studies- pointer akoo kat matrik dolu jatuh teruk. sedey2... impian nk mek architecture punah..
> Lackadaisical attitude- masa byk dibuang ngn bf. pattnya leh study. kt je nk jd better person, tp dolu x beringat time bercinte. My performance pon turut decrease sbb dok sibuk berdating n smSing ngn bf. X buat keje satu hal..
> Procrastination- sumer bertangguh. Ala assigment buat satu malam pon boleh.. tengok sendiri la results assignment akoo.. ke BANYAKKAN sumer C. keje2 lain bertimbun-timbun buat TAK HERAN je.
> take things easy- ala bercinte suke2. IT WILL NOT AFFECT MY STUDIES..!! betolke? akoo rase bercinte la paling memudaratkan.. emotionally terganggu.. orng bercinte pon actlly kn ader commitment ngn their partner. kl dah x msg n call sehari, mesti kiter risau right? n pikir bukan2 of course la.. biler result exam/test/ assignment terookk.. owh xpe, ader mase nk berubah.. tapi x berubah-ubah pon. makin hangt bercinta smpai lupe diri ader la...
haih.. teruk betol diri akoo dulu2..
> LUPE DIRI- jadi orng neh kn beringat, kiter neh ader tanggungjawab. x kesahla kat family ke. kwan2 ke. n penting skali tnggjwb as student. nk jadi orng berjaya PERLUKAN PENGORBANAN yg besar. bukan soh korbankan diri.. gila ka..
tapi orng yg x beringt cam akoo dulo2 hampir memusnahkan masa depan. Seb bek TERSEDAR DIRI.. bf kiter x dapat tolong kiter pon time exam. Die LAgi BODOH ader la.. geram betol akoo kt Ex-bf.. hish...sakit hati.
> DAMn BODOH- alor.. blaja tinggi2 sampai masuk u, ader diploma, degree n so on.. tp pmpuan neh mmg da synonym dngn title "WEAK". mudah dipergunakn and lemah. Akooo regret bkapel dolu. Wah, sblum berkapel, evrything so nice,.. bunge2 cinte yng macam HAPE?? after dat, kn toyin n diperbodohkn cm kiter neh ader APE2... LONG-DISTANCE relatnship sngt berbhaya. akoo ditipooo bulat2 and bersegi2.. akoo punyer la setia.. tapi kt blakang my ex bermain kayu 3.. macam &*%^.. n realitynya, ssetengah lelaki x penah cukup ngn sorng pompuan. N pmpuan kdg2 gatal gak. dah tau lelaki tuh ader gf.. LAGI DOK SEBOK MENGGEDIK. selagi x dapat selagi tula die meggatal. MACAm WHORE je..!! Berkapel ngn sum 1 tak bererti KITER KAWIN DENGAN DAT PERSON..!!
I wont give my heart to anybody after this.. cubela dolu kan...

hmm... dat's it. NO Idea nk citer ape lg dah~

What type of element i belong to??

hmm... wht's elemnt? xtau la akoo... i juz took da quiz kt Fc and wanted to post it...

Shasha telah mengetahui "Unsur Kejadian dan Sifat"
Shasha baru saja mengetahui hubungkait Unsur Kejadian dan Sifat dan dia adalah Berunsur Tanah

1) Merendah diri,serta hormat dan patuh, setia serta rela berkorban.
2) Tidak cerewet, tidak meninggi diri, tidak sombong dan bukan seorang pemarah.
3) Tenang diri, aman, dan memberi sokongan.
4) Tidak suka membantah atau membangkang.
5) Berwatak manis, lemah lembut, bersih dan sentiasa menjaga kecantikan.

now, i realize i'm from tanah...
padahal dah lamer tau.. cume sifat2 unsur tanah neh je different from the others...
in fact, human have their own behaviour la kan?? we're all frm tanah.. N one day we'll be become a tanah Again ma~

Wahahaha seronoknya blik rumah~

Gembira sungguh berada di rumah sendiri.. nk buat aper2 pun mudah.. click 1 jari, everything muncul (tipoooooo sungguh)...
Paling mnyeronokkkn, hari2 ku dirumah ditemani pasangan ideal ku yg sangt memahami.. x lain x bukan TV le.. he's everythng.. magic sungguh tv. aper2 je kemahuanku pasti die turuti..
kepebende tuh??? TV la.. kan dah mentioned early..
TV ader macam2.. hihi~ common thing la kan segala info n story ader kt dlm TV.. TV mmbhagiakan diriku.. xperlu ader org lain, TV cukup la.. i can laugh, smile n even cry alone.. wahahaha....