cOuple Day OUt..

Before i went to BTn, My boyfriend have planned to go for fishing actvty which is organised by PeMM (Persatuan Memancing Malaysia) at Tasik Titiwangsa.. Since my Bf loVe Fishing a lot, i dont mind to follow him dat day., As long as i can spend time with hm n dat what make me happier~
We woke up about 6am in the morning.. go sraight to Tasik Ttwgsa by monorail.. The day juz nice to go for fishing as it was not too hot n lucliky not even raining.. it was cloudy day bt it never stop us to go to Tasik Ttwngsa..
We arrived there bout 7 smthing n my bF's friends have waited for ur.. They pick us up n then moved to the tasik..
First thing that captured my attention was the beautiful lanskap at the tasik, surrounded by many plants juz potraying how natural it was.. a kind of suitable place to relax n have a gd time with friend n family.. no wonder la so many public there, they went for jogging n some others juz hanging around with their family n friends... but we came there fr a mission which was to support PeMM programme..
After register with the Organiser, we went to find suitable place around the lake n my BF start fishing while M juz watching.. hihih~
to be continued...

5 Days in US

First n foremost, US as mentioned before, stnd fo Ulu Sepri, serembn, N.9..

Fist day, after taklimat kursus and everything, back to so-called dorm.. Kemas2 katil, went mandi n Dinner.. 1st actvty dat night was lecture about Tanah Air = Malaysia..So penat after 2 n half hours journey, eventhough x der la jauh sngt ngn KL tp still mengantuk.. Or maybe sebetulnya i kuat tido.. hihi~ tersengguk2 time dengr the laecture by encik shukri, ketua facilitator kt BTN~ m not showing any sign of interested during dat lecture.. just thinking bout my love one in KL, my Dear DArlig Wilson.. Positively, I miss him..!!

Second day, arghhhh.... have to wake up early.. oh gosh.. last night i couldn't sleep well n now i hv to wake up at 5am.. huhu~ it was torturing me. Knowing dat i hve to attend each activities, i woke up. mandi n went to sembahyang at surau~ The morning just nice to have a gd sleep n dream of my darling but have to bangun la pulak.. haih~
again, during the kuliah subuh.. My Eyes slowly close n i went to my dreamland.~ continue ith last night lecture, this time the presenter focused on the other topic which are Rakyat, KeraJaan n Daulat.. 4 important aspect in a country~ t the time was moving so slow like kure2 i think.. but more slower thn kure2 la dat time.. huuhu~ keep thinking bout my darling, what is he doing there.. does he miss me like i do?? cannot pay attetion to the presenters.. sleepy + miss someone = Tido...hihi~
Miss dear wilson a lot..!!

Third day, the LdK session have started at 2nd night there.. we're divided into 8 group.. n me with few others students from my college were in the same group.. haih~
2 days past and 3 days to go.. i badly miss my beloved one.. my dear darling wilson~ Miss u badly sayang.. when i was there, everything seemed to be uneasy.. mandi xkena, tido xlena, makan also x kenyang.. loVEsick lor~

Fourth day.. yes2..!! one day to go.. tomorrow will be the last day in BTN.. eager to meet my sayang... LOve., Wait for me until i finish my BTn.. hmm everyday during the BTn, mY DARling neveR missed one single day to give me A phone call.. i cannot live without him.. eventhough how exhausted n sleepy i was, i still want to hear his voice everytime before i went to bed..

Fifth day.. Horrayy....!! finally, the end of the course.. i want to meet my darling as soon as possible, feel like to hug him n won't let him go.. 5 days like 5 years. i have to wait n wait until sometimes i felt like want to escape from the BTN.. evnthg M not physically abuse, but i think my emotion has been tortured badly.. It worth it to wait until the last day becoz you know dat someone is patiently waiting for you outside there.. n he also feel the same as you do. the Separation somehow taught us to be more patient, understanding one's situation n mostly to miss someone with full of ur heart~
baby.. i LOve you so much..!!

What's BTN??

nini & ili in the lecture hall... it was tiring to listen to all the presenterS

BtN?? it's just 3 words.. For some ppl when i mentioned BTn sure they already know wht it is.. Biro tatanegara, a special programme held by GoV for students who wants to further thier studies overseas..
last week, i have attend he 5days course in US.. fuyoo.. blum p ovc to dah smpai US.. haih.. no lar, US here stand for ULU SEPRI in seremban.. those live in N.9 definitely know this place..
located few km from rembau n quite nice... i love this place, firstly because the environment.. so green so natural n so enchanting.. surrounded by hutan n waterfall just making the place totally nice to have a life here..
compared to urban place, i think live in this place is much better..
seconly, becoz of the pple thre.. The facilitators are so nice n friendly.. they have take a good care of ourselves since the day we arrived there until the end of the course..

One of natural view at ULu sepRi camp.. huhu~ felt like wanna terjun there coz the days there were hot..!!

Before i went to this course, i feel so malas but terpaksa attent this course as it is one of the KPM requirement. The other students feel the same as i.. When talking bout BTn, what comes into my mind r brainwash session, politic and strict dicipline.. haih have to follow the rules n everything.. listen the useless lecture bout nationality.. i thnk i dont have to becoz m malaysian n i love my country what??
However, after i experience the BTN myself, i think more or less, it has changed my perspective about this course.. not so bad la compared to what my senior n the other students said bout it..

Ainur & Nefiey.. hihi~ getting excited about the BTn.. or mayBe bored to death listen to the lecture..


somehow i realize tht BTN just taught us to be pure Malaysian. not to say we're not malaysian, but through the realisation, we'll think what's the best for ourselves, our family, our nation, our country n of course for our future~
m glad to attend this course, at least i gained and realised something dat is our decision today will shape our life tomorrow. There are numerous benefit the GOv gave to us, n as Malaysian ppl we should have to be grateful for dat..
For a student like me, the Gov gives me opportunity to further my studies overc..
Gives me the access to the large body of knowledge which available in the surrounding, n the world..
Gives me life to live in peace..
Gives me friends from different races who are really nice..
Gives me hope to have better life in undertaking future..
Gives me future to be a better person n citizen..
Gives me chance to mix with different people with diferent culture n religion while at the same time respect to each other and understand them well..
n mostly, it gives me the feeling of being loyal n love our country..

hmm.. dat's it.. BTn not so bad as ppl has thought about it.. you, yourselves have to experience it. then u'll know how good the programme is..

Horrrayy... Yay.. BAlik...!! everyone tried to take whatever picture as a memory at the U.S BTN

Dear Darling..

Darling~ M really happy to have someone like you..~
U give me more love than i ask~ dar.. i shall love you till the my last breath..
i promise the same things as you promise me..~

I promise we'll never be apart
I promise not to hurt you
I promise to never make you cry
I promise to always trust you
I promise to always love you
I promise not to lie
I promise you forever
I promise to do things right
I promise to always be there
I promise until the end
I promise to be your bestest girlfriend
I promise this forever
I promise you my life
you'r the PEANUT to my BUTTER
you'r the STAR to my BURST
you'r the POP to my TART
you'r the MILKY to my WAY
you'r the FRUIT to my LOOP
you'r the LUCKY to my CHARMS
you'r the ICE to my CREAM
but mostly....
you'r the BEST to my Boyfriend..

3 Days of Happiness

After the long wait of my final exam and always wanted a boyfriend, finally its over and I've archive it. First it's my exam, eventhough is tough then expected but I finnaly manage to do all those papers. Secondly, I have met a guy...Nothing much or neither less. He is the one I've looking for all this while and finally found someone who can appriciate my life and share all his happiness with me.Hoping to go along well forever.Might be my future ones, who knows rite?hehe~

We spend the time together but eventhough 3 days only, he already made my life happy that I've never felt before.The past is past but this has change my life after I met him.

1. He is the one that I've searching for...Finally...
2. He is the one who made my life colourful and happy.
3. He is the one who support me before the exam and everytime I down.
4. He is the one that sacrifice his time just to be with me even his working hours are different from others
5. He is the one who I love the most and far from the rest.
6. He is the one who I can tell my feelings when I was sad or hard. Not other people.
7. He is the one who I met so far, ask me to dream of him at nite before going to bed and share ALL his feelings no matter what happen...How Sweet!!
8. He is the one who cares of me alot.No matter what, he will remind, tell or ask before I do something
9. He is the one I will always remember no matter how far or how long it takes just to get together.
10.He is the one will be my future ones...Love u dar...




Second day, he brought me to Taman Tasik Titiwangsa for fishing trip..Eventhough I have to wake up early about 5.30am, I still cant forget the memorable date that he promise to go fishing with...Tak dapat ikan tak pe, Janji I dah dapat u sayang...



Then on the evening after a rest, we went to The Gardens at Mid Valley for a dinner and a movie at GSC The Signature...what a wonderful day that day...

The 3 days just felt like 3 seconds. Want to be with him more longer but the BTN course is on Monday. haiz~..It will be more happy yet to come

LOVE YOU SAYANG!!!WANNA BE WITH U 4EVER...XOXO

If..

If ever the day comes and you find someone better than me
Juz remember that what i give to you is the best of what i have..
And What i am to you is the best that i can only be..
huhu~ it's hurt me knowing that soon i'll no longer staying here..
If i am given a chance to meet you early.. Am sure we'll not waste any second to be together.
If i am given a chance to stay here, I m definitely wanna stay with you..
haih..
i can't stop thinking bout us..

22. 05.09

Hmm.. i dun noe when i started fall in love wif him..
but officially, i am his gf today la..
hahah~
can't believe dat finally i've found sm1 who really appreciate myself..
dear.. love you~
smthing for you.. hope you'll read this when u have time..

I'll never care for anyone again,
The way i care for you..
I'll never felt that way again,
The way i felt for you..
I'll never be concerned about anyone again,
The way i concern about you..
I'll never laugh again,
The way i laugh with you.
I'll never smile to anyone again,
The way i smile to you..
I'll never wait for anyone again,
The way i wait for you..
I'll never be that happy again,
Cz I'm Happier NoW With YOu..

dear, Thnx for spent ur time with me today..~