yesterday is history, Today is reality & Tomorrow is Mystery~

hmm... yesterday, i was a naive little girl, know nothing much bout this life.. life is interesting, yet challenging.. i have met diffrent people with diffrent charactristics, lifestyle, attitudes & behaviour... they're all differ to each other, but wht's make them similar is they all have heart and feeling. People hv the right to do what they like and what they don't. N also to like and to admire other people.
I faced a love failure once n i dont want it to happen again. i suffered a lot. Now i realise that m not suppose to hv the relatnship. i wasted my precious time.. i let my self to be fooled,.
haih..~ so saKit hati when i remmber back those mmories..~ whatever it is, yesterday is history~
Today is reality. I hv been so-called a single ldy for quite some times.. hihi~ n M proud of it. I wnt to prove to my self that i can live without Bf, i don't depend on them to be wht i wanted to.
n Tomorrow is mystery.. i didn't say that i wnt to be forever single n available. hOping that one day i'll meet some1 who really appreciate me. smbody who can be there when i need some1 to talk to.. somebdy loves me more than i love him..
i'll be waiting for him..

Tell me why..~

Hmm.. exam juz around the corner..
15 days left for the final exam.. everyone seems stress.. they express it differently.
For it, if i feel stress i will go out somewhre, take a deep breath and death.. hahah.. no lar
i would rather call my homie and talk with them..
but, some people more likely to talk about other people, what else, gossipping la..
haih, seem dat they hv nothing to do except gossip.. i want to make confession dat i'm actlly used to gossipping.. if i think it is neccessarily thing to inform other people or i felt hurt (unsatisfied).
i realise dat what u give, u'll get it back. same goes to me if i talk about other people.
the truth is sometime i do care what people has talked bout my, myself. i often be the victim of gossipping becoz i'm free-hair..
huu~ aiyoohh... they like to judge people from it's appearance..
somebody, tell me why must i am treatened this way?? am i look so jahat juz becoz m free-hair.??
one thing for sure is i do not bother people's life. so why must them bother mine??
haih~
i've grown up, no need someone to tell me to to this, to do that.. if i want to wear a tudung, it's up to me la..
i will, yes, definitely one day i'll wear a tudung.. everyone want to change to be better..
so do i, i will change for the sake of my life.. one day, i'll wearing tudung when i become a teacher at the later stage or when i think it is a must to make a turning point in my life.
p/s: do people always "pandang rendah" to free-hair person like me?

Time Bersuka-suki bersama si ili & Nini~

Today, we'll be going to exhibition centre at mid valley.. yay..!!
finally, i got smthing to do during my w'kend~
hmm.. the Dinosour exhibition will completely be fun for me.. i love dinosour,. hihi~ but the one who do not eat flesh, or simply say herbivor type la~
actually, it is not the exhbtn which make me happy, it is the fact knowing dat i'm going to go out with my beloved friends- ili n nini
btw, one more thing.. i think i usually see one of the dinosour in ili's house..
Yeah, T-Rex... the jelmaan t-rex in human shape..hahah~ juz joke
p/s: t-rex jagn mara na kl terbace this post

Takziah my friend

I receive a phone call recently, telling dat PP's mother passed away this morning..
dear nurhafizah, takziah diucapkan..
PP, i know dat news would definitely devastate ur feelings.. remember, m always here to share your sadness, M here to wipe ur tears.. M here to support you..
i hv the feeling dat i am surely need someone to be with me if i loss my beloved one.. it's juz dat the time has not come yet.. i hope u'll be more stronger to get through this life.
HopE dat ur late mother will rest in peace.. Al-Fatihah

Buah Hatiku~

Hmm normal person often has one special person in their life... but, m not.. not saying dat m abnormal but i hv 2 special person in my life.. they are actly my nephew... hihi~ they're cute but smetime a bit nakal.. ala besela budak2 kan.. Since AKID was born, i feel like he's giving me an inspiration n strength to go through my life.. i love him full of my heart as if m his mother.. tapi mak la juge kan. mak cik..!! n not to be forgotten, his brother, AFIQ.. hmm same name with afiq, my friend both of them are apples of my eyes... sunyi hidup tanpa my babies neh.. n frankly speaking i always get homesick bcoz of them.. mesti nak blik rumah once a month.. Dua2 sangat comel...!! not to be mentioned, haih... terlebih manje.. i still vividly remember last week, when my sister n i went to so-called Metro concert, bwa skali my nephew neh.. but then, haiyoohhh... susahnye nak soh dok diam, run here and there... yg kecik br setahun lebih tu pun same... men langgar je mane2 orng.. hmm.. it's ok la.. nobody nk marah kan kl jd dak kecik.. n yg bestnyer, gadis2 yg die langgar tu bleh plak gave him big hug and kisses.. haih.. dah besar t ader potential nk jd playboy neh.. suke sngt dapt tngk diorng mmbesar.. hish.. xleh cite bnyk2, t rindu susah la~

SHASHA

10 things about me
1. suke makan
2. rendah sangat2.. 143cm & 40 kg
huhu~
3. i know how to write terbalik
4. baju saiz xS
5. slalu panas hati tp xnak luahkan
6. dalam sebulan, mesti ader sekali menangis
7. xder hobby
8. suke simpan stuff yg ader kenangan sejak sekolah>matrik>present
9. perasan remaje, but aclty i'm young adult now- dah 21 tahun lor
10. sangat tegas ngn adik2 pompuanku- ai2 and adik

A single love, MY WORLD

I learn many things in my life,
i learn to appreciate
i learn to hate
i learn to give n take
mostly, i learn to love
hmm...
from a colourless piece of cloth, now i'm mature
n full of experiences
i always need love..
love makes me happy
love makes me smile
love makes me live to the fullest
love makes me breath
love makes me care about other people
love coloured my life

A single rose can be my garden... a single LOVE, my world.