Tell me why..~

Hmm.. exam juz around the corner..
15 days left for the final exam.. everyone seems stress.. they express it differently.
For it, if i feel stress i will go out somewhre, take a deep breath and death.. hahah.. no lar
i would rather call my homie and talk with them..
but, some people more likely to talk about other people, what else, gossipping la..
haih, seem dat they hv nothing to do except gossip.. i want to make confession dat i'm actlly used to gossipping.. if i think it is neccessarily thing to inform other people or i felt hurt (unsatisfied).
i realise dat what u give, u'll get it back. same goes to me if i talk about other people.
the truth is sometime i do care what people has talked bout my, myself. i often be the victim of gossipping becoz i'm free-hair..
huu~ aiyoohh... they like to judge people from it's appearance..
somebody, tell me why must i am treatened this way?? am i look so jahat juz becoz m free-hair.??
one thing for sure is i do not bother people's life. so why must them bother mine??
haih~
i've grown up, no need someone to tell me to to this, to do that.. if i want to wear a tudung, it's up to me la..
i will, yes, definitely one day i'll wear a tudung.. everyone want to change to be better..
so do i, i will change for the sake of my life.. one day, i'll wearing tudung when i become a teacher at the later stage or when i think it is a must to make a turning point in my life.
p/s: do people always "pandang rendah" to free-hair person like me?