"I GET what I want"

Yeah right... YOU get what u want~
So happy ma..
Nothing is impossible in your life. U feel thrill knowing someone else might be crying~
YOU can do whatever you want in your life.
YOU keep remind me about 'the promise' since i'm forgetful kinda of person.
YOU care and concern about me more than anyone else.
yep..
I admit it..
So what??

Does it mean you can go whenever & wherever you want to?
Does it mean I CANNOT BE HAPPY AS YOU?
owh yep..
I forget something, that i'm useless, fucking terribly stupid who don't care about my safety and everything, i forget that i'm YOURS, & what else.. and i...
And i meant to be here to Study and study until the course end~

* I'm truly madly angry with you this morning. Fuck the day.. I wanna die.!!