I am confius

I just posted an entry about an hour ago, n its nearly 2am.. N when i check the time now,. It shows me 1 something. Am i moving backwards?
Perhaps, time zone has changed.. lols
Why i didn't know? Coz i never check.. lols
ok.. get back to sleep... Nite..!! xxxxx

Late night Movies

So sad the fact that there's no late night movie in UK.
The night life just about drink & Pub.. What the H i can do with it? Nothing..!
I thought i could sleep but now end up watching YOUTUBE..lols
I like Stephen Chow and adore him so much.! He's damn Funny.!! You'll never get tired if seeing him acting. I already watched most of his movies and never tired of watching them again n again.
Yeah,.
He's kinda cute when acting and his hilarious spontaneous joke make me laugh from the beginning. I suggest you to watch Magnificent Scoundrel but there are lots of others.
I am telling you this bcoz i just finish watch one and hell ya, i like it.!! Although its a quite old school Chinese movie, i think it's not bad at all. I wish to learn Cantonese instead of Mandarin which i am learning now. *sigh
Watching the movies without reading the subtitle must me more exciting.. It's really frustrated to read the blurry subtitle, summore the fond is really super small. & PLUS with my eyes which can't see clearly. A pair of glasses doesn't help me much.
Anyway~ Good night everyone. It's nearly 2am... & i need some rest.
Sweeeettttt Dreeeeeeeammmmm..!!

p/s: Normally I sleep at fucking early times everyday. shhhh~ Don't wanna wake you up. Tata.. Sleep tight..!

What's going on TONIGHT..!!!

HAPPY HALLOWEEN EVERYONE....!!!

No wonder i heard a firework but haven't got a chance to see it just now.
Busy... or else Cannot go OUT..!!!
If i got a chance to shout, I'll say "Happy Fucking hallo-WIN to all loser"
What am i talking now? Nah.. Bored. I am getting bored & I am boring..
Actually, i just finished do some exercises.. I mean not really exercises but i get sweat.. a little.!!
I never imagine myself go to gym and do some work out to get Flat Belly..Oh my.. IT DOESN'T MEAN I HAVE A BELLY LIKE 9 MONTH PREGNANT LADY...
NO
NO
NO..!
I feel happy for what i am now. I don't have to control my diet, i don't have to do regular exercise & I don't have to control "cun".. Whatever..!!!
Since nobody inside the house except me, i guess, i turn on the speaker to max & having Goooooooood time listening to it like old days..lols
Crazy lil' monster like me just shake the hip and follow the Beat..!
Yehaaaaa~ That's the way i release my tension, if i was, and could it be an exercise too?
You tell me~ lol
It's fun.. although there's only me alone.. At least i could burn some calories which been in my body for years..
I was practising Pilates last time when i was about 18-19y.o.
Forgot, but clearly remember that i'd learn it from SEVENTEEN.
Thanx to 17, i still remember the technique but seldom do it now since toooo MUCH busy doing "nothing". Simply Lazy..lol
I'm tired now~
hmm.. tHinking of buying new duck feather pillow for me later..
Means twice, triple and even more Comfortable than what now is.
I hope that won't affect my study mood bcoz, its hard to resist such an attraction.
Well, you know what i mean.
Too much comfortable make me wanna dream more~ lols

XXX i am easily carried away by this..XXXX

Lastly, *before i go to sleep..
once again

HAPPY HALLOWEEN EVERYONE
&
WISH YOU HAVE A GOOD TIME WITH FRIENDS & FAMILY

Santa's coming to the CITY..!!

Watch out everyone.!!!

Our beloved Santa is coming to the city.!!

Where do i live now? CANTERBURY.. so much or less i have became part of the society here. An European people. I learn their language, i eat their food, i enjoyed their weather * which so damn nice and fantastic.! learn to live their ways.. I can do lots of thing and definitely make use of the opportunity here.

It has been a year since i came to this place. Last year, munchkin was here celebrating Christmas with me. But, no more this year..~ SOB SOB SOB...
Anyway last Christmas was a blast. That was my first time celebrating it with Munchkin, just the 2 of us at Freeman Court. He made me a dinner. He set up the christmas tree while i put the ornament on it. We wrote Christmas card and giggle all night long.~
It was a special moment that will be cherish-able for the rest of my life. We were so lucky that It was a WHITE Christmas. It's snow everywhere on the ground~ on the roof top.. Everywhere guys.. We created our own snowman and place him in front of our house. Welcoming everyone in..Lols
Sound so much fun right? Yeah.. IT WAS...!!!
We laughed real hard that night bcoz our snowman had an orange eyes. We decided to use orange as the eyes since i had not any idea what to use as 1. & the nose was a fucking stiff Carrot which i took from the kitchen. and the Hand was a kinda long grass *I ask from my neighbour if i could have them. And they actually gave it without asking why.. Lols
Yeah.. i realize that the sweet time will not happen again.. EVER.. You know what i mean. I just want this year to end. I still love Christmas and Snow though. At least there's something to look forward to.
Days without munchkin is really depressing. Waiting drives me insane at times. I wish Santa could bring him back to me.

Owh my Pressie a.k.a "Bini"

This entry is written about Pressie that recently been given to munchkin. He's so excited about the pressie and couldn't wait any longer to test the new reel. Oh My.. Guy will become too obsessed when it come to their hobby. Yeah..~ I feel jealous knowing that he paid attention more to lifeless thingy *the pressie. rather than me..!

He spent a whole week to make his own custom fishing rod. yeah.. anyway you can guess what happen next. Means less time to me, and extra time to finish the rod. I have looked some of the picture of the custom rod he posted in Fb, n well... It's look awesome.! Frankly speaking, he's good at doing custom thingy.

This golden nugget look expensive than the actual price. When Mummy asked him how much this nugget is, he replied 500buck.. "nah.. don't lie," Mummy said. Lols.. of course she can guess the price from the appearance. So, part of the lesson.. just tell the truth. Obviously, the gold that make it exclusive..! hahah.. Unsurprisingly, this is just a fishing reel which mean to catch a fish. I wondered does this golden nugget seems attractive to fish? Do fishes feel its important to look good so they happily eat the bait? What a silly billy thought.! I start thinking of many shits.!! OH mY..~ I hope munchkin will catch some Biggie next time.. Don't disappoint me. It is his, oh no. OUR dream to go to Thailand to catch the legendary Plabuk. lols.. i exaggerate things.. actually, it's a super duper giant size Plabuk there at the famous fishing pond that attract us.
I want some alive Biggie next time.! I had enough time seeing small fish being caught by some irresponsible anglers from Youtube and the fish end up became their Lunch or dinner. So terribly sad.~ Luckily, munchkin knows how to value the nature. He is absolutely practise catch and release in his hobby. I am proud of him.!!

p/s: Munchkin told me to engrave my name on the golden nugget and I am waiting to see it..!!

M.U.N.C.H.K.I.N

I know my munchkin is a smoker. But i don't care. I don't judge you from what you are, For me the inner side is what I'm looking for. I have found what i wanted in your heart. The one that i cannot buy or replace if i lose you..

MAN THAT MAKE UNPREDICTABLE ACTIONs AND NAUGHTY WHEN IT COMES TO HAVE SOME FUN.. AND HE'S THE KEY OF MY DREAM AND IDEA THAT WE'LL GET MARRIED N happily ever after

What am i doing now? I just cannot chill and laid back during this time.! Its a reading week after all & I'm suppose to study. However, who gonna study at this time.! early in the morning? Its totally not me.
Ever since i came here, My life kinda dull, extremely DULL..

Doing nothing
Undefended
Lazy
Lackadaisical..

I need my Munchkin.. Really, I need him to be with me right now.
Munchkin~ I hope you miss me as i do.
We used to doing thing together and now its gone.!
You left me with those picture in my lappy.
But, It's not the same as the real you. Picture cannot laugh either talk with me all the time..

Flower

I feel like wanna write about flower bcoz i saw some of the picture in my folder.

I like flower especially roses. Used to have it last time when i stay in Freeman Court. I took care of it everyday and finally there's the flower buds..
There was few of them n i keep watering the roses with some blue solution. The fertaliser kinda of things.
I love roses because its RED..! i Love red.!
I think red symbolise Heart, Love and Passionate..
lols
Come on.. Lets take a peep of some of the picture..


I used this photo in the short video clip I'd made specially for Munchkin




This was taken by Munchkin when he was here. First attempt to use Sony DSLR, not bad i guess.

Summer Next year~

Where will i be for summer next year?
I called home just now to tell my mom about the postage and tefal thingy.. & My dad ask me when i wanna come back?
hahah~
I guess they already miss me so much. So, i tell him i will come back if someone wanna sponsor my flight ticket..
I don't expect too much from my parents as i already grown up and i know how to survive, although sometime i still depend on them.. Financially.. hahah~
I heard my mom said something about the conditional Coming back.! Yes, i really heard she said my daD WANNA SPONSOR ME.!!
If its true so i am the lucky girl.. daddy's brat..!! As my sister told me, You'll get what you want in a second if u ask from daddy.. huhu~
bla bla bla...

I Wish them happy and healthy..
I love them as much as i love Munchkin..!!
Dear Munchkin~
Want you to know that no matter what i still loves you...
Only you know how i feel....!

Birthday Ucu

Last October 24 is lil sister 18^th birthday. I have no idea what to give to her. Actually, I was thinking giving her a set of necklace and watch. And I was thinking maybe a bracelet. She might like it. I also think of A BEAR, teddy bear.. oh no..! My lil sister has grown up. Maybe teddy will do for her if she’s 7,8 years old. Then, I went to city centre few times looking for the best pressie for her. I wasn’t shop till I drop, but obviously tired of looking the pressie *sigh..

I scared if I buy her things, she don’t like it. Finally, I just asked her through phone. I don’t mind spending some cash for my lil sister bcoz I love her so much. And she asked for a pair of shoes. Hmm.. not bad. I got plenty of choice to buy here. So I decided to go to Sport Direct. Luckily, they have a new branch at city centre so I don’t have to walk to Matalan there which takes about a day journey.. NO! I was joking.. Lols

I bought 2 pair of shoes. 1 for Ucu and another for Ibu. I showed her the picture a day before, and Ibu wanted the pink one. I Really hope that these shoes will reach home.

It will surely disappointing to know the pressie stuck somewhere. I had posted it last Friday, and today Ucu told me that the pressie had already reach. I am so glad.!

And next thing to do is, post a Tefal set to my mum and a gift for my dad. Last time, I haven’t got the chance to buy them gift since my I was totally broke. I failed to manage my financial well. I guess this the time to make them happy bcoz I will feel happy for them too..!!!

*I open the box just to check the item. Unsurprisingly, they are in Superb good condition. Extremely like it, it does look expensive than i thought.. Really suitable for a gift as i buy it on sale & will never regret~

Mum & Dad~ I Love you

Ucu & Ibu~ I need you

Abg, Adik & Irfan~ I miss all of you

Mandarin Class

It was so much Fun..!!
I tried to make some calligraphy but it turned out to me some kinda of "unreadable' word..
In Malay of course you know what cacing is, Dont you?

lols

At the end of the day, the Lecturer took our picture
n plus i did take 1 2 picture with my classmates, Emma n Gabby..
Gosh, I still remember the dialogue practise we did last week.
I CONFIDENTLY answered yes when Emma asked me do i have 2 fathers?
It was a bit hard, no mean really hard to speak in mandarin & at the same time translate it into our language.
It was really hard,. yeah

I enjoyed the class although i was a bit late. Not only late but i lost in searching of my class that day.
I didn't check my timetable, my Fault..!
& honestly i didn't save any of my classmate's phone number.!!
So, i completely anxious trying to find where the H my class is.
Luckily, i was saved by Ila who tried to contact our classmates n find the class.
Thanx to her..xxxxx
I made my way to class and had our fun calligraphy activities..!!

"I GET what I want"

Yeah right... YOU get what u want~
So happy ma..
Nothing is impossible in your life. U feel thrill knowing someone else might be crying~
YOU can do whatever you want in your life.
YOU keep remind me about 'the promise' since i'm forgetful kinda of person.
YOU care and concern about me more than anyone else.
yep..
I admit it..
So what??

Does it mean you can go whenever & wherever you want to?
Does it mean I CANNOT BE HAPPY AS YOU?
owh yep..
I forget something, that i'm useless, fucking terribly stupid who don't care about my safety and everything, i forget that i'm YOURS, & what else.. and i...
And i meant to be here to Study and study until the course end~

* I'm truly madly angry with you this morning. Fuck the day.. I wanna die.!!

Reading week

Everyone includes me was waiting for Reading week. Not because we wanted to read everyday, but for me.. its a holiday.!!
yeah right.. yesterday, went to the library to find some material for assignment. It's so damn far and i need to walk to go there.
I find what i wanted n today start doing the assignment,.
Although i woke up early this morning, around 5am but then, i fell asleep again n not noticing Munchkin offline from skype..
Really dissapointed coz overslept until 10 something.
Huhu~
So sad, wanna call him when woke up that time, but again the hp haven't got any credit.
Huhu~
I feel lazy wanna start my assignment.. Give me some strength.!!

Sweet Autumn

The Day is brilliant.! We can only find this colourful leaves during autumn.
Actually, i was on my way back from City centre with Ila when we notice this tree at the neighbourhood.
The tree was gorgeous, nice to see and free to me to take few snap..lol

I was fascinated by the colour of these leaves. Such a stunningly beautiful thing.
I love nature and yep this is definitely a great outstanding natural beauty.

Silly Billy i Just sit there at the ground and take the picture, ignoring those passer by and
perhaps, the owner of the tree.
Obviously, the tree is between the apartment.. and i can think no more than people think we're some kinda of weirdo.
lols..

Sunday Again

SiGh~~

Its Sunday but i can't see the SUN.
What am i suppose to do now?
Take Breakfast- later
Do laundry- Lazy
Vacuum the room- a bit Lazy
Cook- Definitely lazy
so, I guess i don't have to do anything. Just lay down and shut the eyes.
But, i won't work. I already had enough sleep last night.
I almost finished uploading some picture but internet was terribly suck although its 2am in the morning.
I was trying to upload the whole photo album of Mummy trip to Sabah.
Damn internet..
I have no idea what to write now.
Btw, i saw a video clip posted by Willy's cousin on Facebook of Kylie Minogue
GET OUTTA MY WAY
I like it, Yeah..
Do check it out if you want..

p/s:
Somebody~
Is ignoring me.

Last Day

There were so much memories carved in my mind. All the times I had spent with hubby here in Canterbury.
It was the last day I had dinner with him,
It was the last time i could see him,
Stare his eyes
&

Hold him close.
Oh my.. So much pain and tears i felt that day,
As if we'll never meet again..
I might forget what happen to me last time,
But hubby and our memories shall not be erased.

Just a Kiss~

Upssss....
It happen without realising it..
I love this moment the most. He totally embarrass me by kissing me in front of everyone~

huuuu.. *Blushing

Saturday's Lunch

It's nearly 4pm and i just finish cooked my lunch.
Frankly, I am inspired by my Hubby to cook this lamb b'coz he taught me last time.
Of course, i cannot cook like he did but at least i feel full now and my Saturday is occupied.

Nothing to share now, so I'd let the Pictures speak for themselves.


I guess I am so lucky to have Hubby as a CHEF.

When the Words Speak

OH mY GOd..!!
The Fucking real bitch has shown their Nasty Evil Slut Form.
What am i talking about? Nah. Its nothing~ I just playing with words. It's so much FUN.!
No one will ask you to stop, No one will tell you what is right and what is wrong.
It is just Words..
But be careful, Watch out everyone..!!!
There are BADDDDDDD Words..
couples, Hundreds and probably Millions of them out there.
NO matter What language it be, they are still the same BAd words that people use.

What come into our mind when we think about Words?

Words are gossip

Words are weapons

Words are joy and Fun

but Words also show your stupidity and low morality.
DON'T THEY..??

Why on earth Words always talking about people life?
About dissatisfaction?
About status symbol?
About Making fun of people weaknesses?
About offensive matter?
Haven't Those words realise how suck the people are when the people using them to talk about all this shit?
Why words never tired of ruining and interfering other people business?
It' so pathetic.
Why are these people using such words?
Perhaps, for power?
To influence other people so they can gain trust and make friends.
For attention?
To SHOW OFF what they have achieved.
All these are bullshit.. Really..
Only People who have chronic jealousy, arrogant will do..
Ironically, people will look down on you. The idea that you are a totally complete LOSER..

BAD words will forever be a BAD words no matter how people do to change its outer appearance.
Lemme give an example,.
Think of the word 'B.I.T.C.H"
well-written
well-spelled
well-pronounced (i HOpe i doesn't sound BIActh)
colourful
AT the end, Bitch remains the same.
It's used to make critical remark about someone,
for example: SHe can be a real BITCH..
oh....It sounds like I'm giving a language lesson.
whatever you think..
Hope this will not be read by under aged children.

Sunday Tale

There is a girl name Wilslovey. She woke up early in the morning to watch her favourite japanese anime which is Mitsudomoe~
Currently, her Internet connection at home very extremely SUCK..!!!
She's so frustrated with her landlord management. This should NOT be happened.! She paid 320 British Pound just to pay the rent which including internet service And THIS IS what they call good service. Beside having to pay the utilities bills by herself, she's so unfortunate to have a small room without a mirror for herself. Perhaps you might nOT know that it is necessary for a girl to have a mirror. Even a small one should be okay For her.
OMG..
This is more worst than she expected. Without internet, her life is doomed.!! She's paralysed in her own world. She's stuck without nothing to do during the weekend.
She needs HERO.. Who will save her?
Even her Romeo is gone for fishing.. What a pity girl. I wish I could say this.."Wake Up, Go Out and count the Grass in front of your house"
However, i know this wont work for her. Nevermind, I know she'll be happy when her romeo come back from fishing. They can talk until the sun rise, if it's a night time..LOLs..