how do i live without you~

Dar.. i love you full of my heart..I hope u r not tired listening to this, the same thing again n again.. i juz want you to know dat there's no other man inside here, in my heart.. you r the only one i love now, at this moment, tmorrow, the becoming days, until the day i die..
dar~ i want to spent the rest of my life with you.. u know what i mean right??
we have talk about our becoming 3 years so many times.. sometimes i felt so bored to talk the same topic again,
i never stop thinking bout ur life, about us.. m less thinking bout my self as if it's not important da this time.. i want you to be happy.. how can i make sure dat u'll be happy?? i also dunnnoe..i know it gonna be very hard for you to let me go.. as u said, "have to".. i'll never ask you to let me go because i dont want to stay apart. but i realise dat this is the truth, tha faith.. by hook or by crook i hv to go.. huhu~ truth is always hurt..
dar~ do you know smthing,? i've been crying everyday knowing dat soon we'll be far apart.. m so scared to death to live my life without u..
there's no YOU to stay besides me..
to sing a song for me..
to remind me to take care of myself..
to call me everyday..
to share your story with me..
to comfort me..
to tell me i'm special eventhough I'm not..
TO GIVE ME MORE LOVE EVEN I DIDN'T ASK FOR IT..
to whisper "I LOVE YOU" to me..
to give Company when i needed
to wipe my tears..
to share happy moment..
to laugh together..
to cry together..
to listen to me..
to give me strength when i'm down..
to do things together..
to watch the moon n stars together..

there's no you to share my life with..

Dear darling Wilson, with my heart, body n soul, I sincerely, badly, positively love you..
i never fall into someone else like the way i fall into you~
How do i live without you..
tell me dar..