mY saYang

Doing nothing at home.. i looked at him.. n he looked at me back.. hahah~

only dat evening he reach my home, we went ronda2 my kampung..

nothing much at my kg, only d people who looked my dear so pelik as if my dear was alien..

B4 going home, we went to desaru for late lunch.. n go jalan on the beach..

cant stay there longer coz have to balik da~

Yay....!! i was sooooooooooooooooooo happy that my sayang went to my house.

Hurm.. never expected that he'd meet my parents this early.. hihih.. N my parent were okay da..

hope that my dear has enjoyed the days at my home..

Eventhough he had been with me for less than 24hrs, But M really happy... dun noe da how to describe my feeling.. yeah.. m trully happy..

AK-47

It is not a weapon.. no lar~ actually it is my coursemate, all together 47 person includes my self... After two years went through hurdles, challenges and pains.. nOw we already pass the examination.. the final examination which is the determination whether or not we can go to UK.. we'll be going to further our studies in B.ED TESL at Canterbury Christ Churh University..n it will take 3 years to be there.. huhu~ how m i going to survive in another country which full of strangers.. they're European, so tall n big.. but me, myself.. like an ant walking besides to an elephant.. huhu~ so scared...hmm. forget bout it... no time to think.. i wil survive..!! yeah...~ huhu.. MAYBE i can..

Dear friends... CONGRATULATION TO ALL...!!
WISH U ALL THE BEST OF LUCK..~

My Ex-Room..

My locker.. i close it coz inside there has many things dat should not be revealed or showed.. hihi~

i used my bed as da best place to study.. this picture was taken during my exam week..

hah....
After 2 years in IPbA, now it is the time to move out from my room.. haaih.. so many unforgettable memories in there..
during 2 years in iPbA i have changed my room 2 times.. When i was moved into this college, i stayed with senior Cohort 4 at Blok 3, level 4.. luckily, i had aida who staying wif me dat time.. at least i have someone who is same like me.. or else i'd felt like an alien in the house..
Later, after all the senior finish their foundation years n fly to overc.. i did not think twice to move into another room..
i moved into Blok 5 Level 4, still staying with aida.. but this time i had new roomate, T-rex..
We had stayed together for 2 semesters there.. finally, during my final semester i had decided to stay with FAtin in Blok 6, Level 4.. hahah.. dunnoe why.. but i was determined to stay in Level 4 in whatever Blok i stayed.. hahah~
My so-called apartment is facing the UNikL Hostel.. Wht's interesting bout dat hostel, it is boy's hostel.. hahah~ Sometimes my housemate did crazy2 thing with the boys.. will not be mentioned here.. hahah~
whatever it is, i found it can be an alternative way to reduce stress or juz to have fun..
i can only watch n say nothing la~

my so-called readingg corner..wahahaha... i was not realise the existence of this corner~

hmm...
my Bilik is not too large not too small, but i was comfortable to stay there... it was the best place to relax, to online, to revise, to study, n most imprtantly to Tidooo......

my bed..huhu~ nothing special but i love to sleep there as it provided me with pure comfort n nice zzzzzzzzzzz

hahah~ i love to sleep, either during day time or night of course.. The curtain help me to have good sleep during wekeend.. hihi~ it blocked the sunlight.. heheh~ juz nice to tido...~~
Hmm..but there will be no more the same situation as m going home da...

the place where i used to online n do my revision.. sometimes berpindah-randah as i can move the table wherever i want it to be~

to my Bilik.. dar~ take care yourself..!!

Who's hE??

hmmmm...

wondering who is he actually?

albert enstein wanna-be?

or...
maybe hitler-to-be??

hahaha~ or maybe...

elvis presley fan neh..

hihi~ but...........

not impossible if he is fishing kaki~

I keep thinking who he is..

a hero maybe.. no lar~ it can't be

he's somebody..

with long hair.. hihi~ must be naughty

and who's this??

guy with a bicycle.. n long kaki..hi~



hey.. look here what i've found..

he's a chef..

yeah..

and a fish..

a chef who loves fish..!!

hihi~ whoever he is..

he's someone to me..

My Loving Boyfriend... My Husband-to-be..!!

Cakes..!!

weee... nyum.2.. it looks very nice,, n surely taste extremely good..
evnthough m not really like cake but i love this picture..
this picture was taken from my bf's laptop.. lots of food picture in there.. from a very simple thing, to the very beautiful, mesmerising picture of foooooooodddd...
this is actlly wedding cake, very nice.. isnt't it?
hihi~ if la i know how to mke such a beautiful cake like this.. heh.. 4 sure my life will become exciting n interesting..
for me cake n fashion, more or less, are the same..

the trend keep changing as the time changes~
whenevr i go for wedding ceremony, the fisrt thing dat would capture my eyes is the cake.

previously, malays only prepared cake(s) for the wedding, but not today..
they have also provided cake in other ceremonies or events Such as Engagement day..
hish... it will not complete without the cake..
yup.. m very sure bout dat.. Cakes can symbolise many things..
a new relationship..
a new life..
a happiness,.. a LOVE.. juz to name a few..
Nowadays, people seem very particular about cake for some events especially the wedding day.. To be frank, they sometimes so demand bout the cake's "appearance".
hahah... ya lor.. they want it to be this, they want it to be that.. want it to be as big as it can, and also tinggi...in short, they want it to be perfect.!! haih..
the cake's maker sure can get headache to layan those people..
For me, Creativity is the significant element in making a superb n beautiful cake..
Taste is another thing, dun noe much..
If the maker is very talented, for sure he/she will not dissappoint the customer..
hmm.. colour also plays important role. As far as m concern, lots of cakes had used soft n light colour such as light pink, soft cream.. n etc.. dat colour need to be matched with the theme of the event la~
hmmm...what else??
dat's it.. all i know about cakes.. hihi~

Please Forgive Me..

huhu~
Dar.. i didn't wish for this separation. U know how much u really meant to me right??
everyday, i love u more n more.. i never get tired of loving you.. you r my everything... one of the important person in my life, one of the precious things i have..
i don't mean to leave you.. really, if i have choices, i would choose to stay with you rather than going far away.. but as i mentioned, this is faith..
Dear, i wish u'll have happy n good life without me.. it's only 3 years.. i hope u can wait for me..
Dear~ sorry for dat i ought to go..leaving you here, alone.. remember sayang, m also be alone.. i dun noe how i'm going to survive wthout u there.. but i Will give my best to mantain our Long distance relationship.. i will come back to you.. i will keep my promise.. I will meet you again.. i will...!!
Dear~ i cannot lose you.. u r all i wanted in this life..
huhu~ i dun noe what to say da~
please forgive me coz i have to go..
please forgive me coz leaving u..
please forgive me coz i cannot take care of you after this..
please forgive me coz i cannot be with you all the times..
please forgive me coz we had met too late n no much time left for us to be together..
please forgive me coz i cannot stay here longer..
please forgive me if i hurt you during the times we'd spent together..
please forgive me if i had make you cry..
please forgive me for any stupid mistakes i had done before..
please forgive me for words that make u sad..
please forgive me sayang..
please forgive me, I cannot Stop loving you~
this is what my heart saying.. dear~ please forgive me..

I hate Loneliness...

haih~...
M dying now.. soon, i'll be going back to Johor.. Later, fly da to UK..
leaving everything n everyone i love here esp my parents n beloved boyfriend, wilson..
dar~ m thnking... thinking.. n thnking.. what will happen to you n me.?? huhuh~
m so scared to live alone without you.. without smone who will take care my self..
3 years.. its not 3 days.. imagine the days without u only makes me damn scare, pressure, stress to death, n want to mati.. why dis happen to me? when i've found smone who i really trust, then suddnly we've to berpisah.. God..!! why?? why? why? n why??
i wish dis is juz a dream, but unfortunately it is NOT..!!
huhuhu~
my life gonna be damn bored without you..
my days gonna be dull, colourless..
My smile means nothing..
My tears is in vain.. evnthough how much it pour down my cheek, the reality is, it will not change the fact we have to be far apart..
My night will become so empty...
My heart gonna break into thousand pieces whenever i'm missing you~
dar~ My hope is gone without you~

how do i live without you~

Dar.. i love you full of my heart..I hope u r not tired listening to this, the same thing again n again.. i juz want you to know dat there's no other man inside here, in my heart.. you r the only one i love now, at this moment, tmorrow, the becoming days, until the day i die..
dar~ i want to spent the rest of my life with you.. u know what i mean right??
we have talk about our becoming 3 years so many times.. sometimes i felt so bored to talk the same topic again,
i never stop thinking bout ur life, about us.. m less thinking bout my self as if it's not important da this time.. i want you to be happy.. how can i make sure dat u'll be happy?? i also dunnnoe..i know it gonna be very hard for you to let me go.. as u said, "have to".. i'll never ask you to let me go because i dont want to stay apart. but i realise dat this is the truth, tha faith.. by hook or by crook i hv to go.. huhu~ truth is always hurt..
dar~ do you know smthing,? i've been crying everyday knowing dat soon we'll be far apart.. m so scared to death to live my life without u..
there's no YOU to stay besides me..
to sing a song for me..
to remind me to take care of myself..
to call me everyday..
to share your story with me..
to comfort me..
to tell me i'm special eventhough I'm not..
TO GIVE ME MORE LOVE EVEN I DIDN'T ASK FOR IT..
to whisper "I LOVE YOU" to me..
to give Company when i needed
to wipe my tears..
to share happy moment..
to laugh together..
to cry together..
to listen to me..
to give me strength when i'm down..
to do things together..
to watch the moon n stars together..

there's no you to share my life with..

Dear darling Wilson, with my heart, body n soul, I sincerely, badly, positively love you..
i never fall into someone else like the way i fall into you~
How do i live without you..
tell me dar..

Went To PeNang

ha...
now ni m doing nothing.. m planning of to finish my novel but quite malas.. not so malas la but m not having the mood to membaca right now. m juz sitting here, infront of the laptop, trying to remember my password for yahoo group, but i remmber nothing unless the unforgettable memories in my dar homewtown.. on last monday, i went to Penang with my Dar to meet his parents. It was quite unexpected plan because previously we had planned to go to genting. But knowing dat this is the only chance for me to meet his parents before i fly, then i juz agreed lor.. besides, dar told me he haven't meet his parent for quite long time..
M so nervous, afraid, worried n anxiuos of meeting his parents.. huhu~ i was thnking lots of things on the day of departure.. what if... what if this.. what if that...
The 4 hours journey was enough to make myself felt a bit tired n got backpain.. huhu~ i hate travel for hours on the bus.. but this time i was so lucky because i have my dar besides me.. so if i was not sleeping, i talked to him.. n if i was not talking to him, i sleep.. hihi~
i juz awake n sleep, again awake then sleep throughout the journey.. at least the 4 hours journey can be made shorter.. hahah~ i think tHe bus only stopped once at ipoh.. hmm think so.. not sure la~ m not familiar with the place.. huuhuu~ wanna know smthng? actly this was my first time in my life came to penang.. huhu~ so sad, isnt it??
never been there before.. luckily my dar brought me there, if not.. m not sure la if i have other chances to jejak my kaki there.. hi~
is it possible to me to come there in other time?? maybe yes.. maybe not.. depends..
maybe yes for m coming there to visit my dar's parents or to come to my coursemate's wedding.. hihi~ Dila, so far..she's my only friend who staying in penang..
nah~
but m sure dat i'll come back to penang again after 3 yrs.. to meet my beloved dar~
i promise him, i'll be back.. if he's not working in KL n has moved to his hmtown dat time, i'll find him at his house..heheh~ evnthough m hving high chance to sesat.. sesat pun sesatla.. as long as i can meet my dar~
dar~ i love u so much..!!

Thanks Darling~

Dar~ i'd love to say thousand thnk you for your time to cook for me..
hmm..nyum.. nyum.. it's delicious, Yup serious.. M totally full dat night.. hihi~
dun noe why suddenly m was thinking of asking you to cook for me.. n you just agreed.. dar~ love you..
felt so lucky to know dat someone is willlig to do anything for you.. Haih i couldn't help you to masak la dear.. know nothing.. m afraid if i kacau u, later everythng will mess up.. huhu~
i could only watch you. m truly happy.. so syok watching my chef cook in the kitchen.. everythng seemed so easy for him.. hahah..of course la, he's a chef what..
dear~ thnk you dar~
for the wonderful dinner~

S#!*

Raser cm nak mencarut je...
huhu~ warghh...

100 things about me~

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: Plain H2O
2. Last phone call: My dear Darling.. Who else?? hihi
3. Last text message: tO ili~
4. Last song you listened to: EnTernal Flame.. Dar~ i wnt u to know how much i love u..
5. Last time you cried: Juz now~ huhuks...

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: ........ m thinking...~ wht da ya mean??!!
7. Been cheated on: haih~more thn Hundred times lor..
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: Never Ever regretted it.. right darling???
9. Lost someone special: huhukS.. cannot afford to lose him..
10. Been depressed: totally depressed... How m i going to get through days in Uk for 3yrs without my sayang..??!!
11. Been drunk and threw up: for sure la.. NEVER..

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. Black is Mystery
13. Red is Sexy
14. Warna Warni?? hihiks...

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: Not really.. M stuck n Bz wif my Final exam..
16. Fallen out of love: SUre Nope... FAllen In.. definiely yeS..
17. Laughed until you cried: Too Happy of having SOme1 besides me.. I love you Dar~
18. Met someone who changed you: I am myself.. No nd to chnge.. i thnk so..~
19. Found out who your true friends were: huh... Not yet.. ppl keep chnging as the time moving~
20. Found out someone was talking about you: unexpected person was talking bout me.. X sangka Sunnguh.. how can she thinks we're friend??
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: yup2...
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: Most of them.. nt sure~
23. How many kids do you want to have: ask my becoming hubby.. Sayang..~ how many kids do we want??
24. Do you have any pets: virtual pet yes... real one.. nope..
25. Do you want to change your name: hmm... when got married.. maybe yes.. dun noe.. so far.. dun think so
26. What did you do for your last birthday: did not celebrate..
27. What time did you wake up today: almost 11..
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: aha..!! went to teman my dar~ go fishing until 6 am.. knowing dat it would be the last time i can go fishing wif him~ really enjoyed watching the stars n moon~
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: getting married with dar~ <3
30. Last time you saw your Mother: almost 2 months ago..
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: I've met my dar~ earlier n if possible we're married da.. hihih~ <3 <3 <3
32. What are you listening to right now: Ministry of Sound.. dunnoe what song.. juz listening~
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: nOpe
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: My Dar~
35. Most visited webpage: Facebook dowh.. n Blog
36. Whats your real name: Shalilah Binti HUssin
37. Nicknames: Shasha (currently), Elle ( school n matrik), kakak (close friend), Cik Cha (my nephew), Milla (at home)
38. Relationship Status: hihi~ LOveis in the Air..
39. Zodiac sign: Aquarius
40. Male or female?: erkk.. Female lor~
41. Elementary?: SK Sungai Mas.. Tada Mas Pown.. hahaks
42. Middle School?: Sek. Men. Bandar Mas.. then SAINS MUAR
43. High school/college?:JOhor matriculation College(2006-07) .. teacher training Inst. (IPBA/IPGM Kampus bahasa Antarabangsa)
44. Hair colour: Black
45. Long or short: long.......................
46. Height: 145cm.. huhu~ m shorty..
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: NO..
48. What do you like about yourself?: I love Children, n if i've met sm1 i really love, i will love him forever n never think of betray him.. I'm simple n positively, i dun like to bother people life..!! Dat's not my business
49. Piercings: ear la~
50. Tattoos: noPE
51. Righty or lefty: righty

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: Never
53. First piercing: time baby kot~ ask my mum
54. First best friend: Nana & Rozi
55. First sport you joined: 100m.. hihi~ when i was 9yrs old
56. First vacation: Where??? m thinking...... long time ago
58. First pair of trainers:....

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: nope
60. Drinking: nope
61. I'm about to: Sleep.. hihi~ waiting phone call from dar~
62. Listening to: Ministry of Music n Fan.. haih
63. Waiting on: to Meet Dar~ what else.. dar.. cm bck early!!

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: yup.. definitely
65. Get Married?: sure.. DEFiNITELy i want to... right sayang??
66. Career?: Teacher-to-be

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: BOTH...
69. Shorter or taller: er.... huhuks.. sensitive question..
70. Older or Younger: Younger~
71. Romantic or spontaneous: romantic
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: err.. dun noe.. cannot register da~
73. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive la~
74. Hook-up or relationship: relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: noPe
77. Drank hard liquor: noPe
78. Lost glasses/contacts: not yet~ hihi
79. Sex on first date: noPe~
80. Broken someone's heart: sure penah.. yes
82. Been arrested: nope~ budak baik ma~
83. Turned someone down: Dun noe la~ MAybe yes whout my realisation..haih~
84. Cried when someone died: Yes.. lost my beloved uncle
85. Fallen for a friend?: humm..

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: YeSSS......!!
87. Miracles: yes
88. Love at first sight: YEs..!!!
89. Heaven: totally
90. Santa Claus: previously, when i was young.. hihi.. too much watch TV dowh..
91. Kiss on the first date: yup2...
92. Angels: totally

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: NOpe...WhAt FOR??
95. Did you sing today?: yes.. i did..
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: yup..
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: as far as possible, as long as i can stay together with my sayang..~
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: dun noe..
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: Partially yEs..
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: yes

I'm really mean it..!!

Dar. i want you to know that this s my decision, My final decision n i dont want to think about it anymore~ I ONly WANT you n FOREVer LOVE yoU..!!
NOw, at this time, this moment, n the becoming hours, days N next 3 YEARS, i WILL STICK with YOu..ok
N I will not look for other guys.. i just want you.!! i will never get tired of loving you..
if i have to tell you 100times per day that i want to live wif u.. i will coz i need you.. i cannot lost you~ dear.. i love you..!!!

I will Always Love You~

If I should stay
I would only be in your way.
So I'll go but I know
I'll think of you
Every step of the way.
And I will always love you.
I will always love you.
You my darling
Bittersweet memories,
That is all I'm taking with me.
So goodbye, please don't cry.
And I will always love you.
I will always love you.

I hope life treats you kind
And I hope you have
All you've dreamed of.
And I wish for you joy
And happiness.
But above all this, I wish you love.

And I will always love you.
I will always love you.
I, I will always love you.
You, darling I love you.
I'll always, I'll always love you

No Ordinary Love

This lyrics mean so much to me~

This could have been just another day
But instead we're standing here
No need for words it's all been said
In the way you hold me near
I was alone on this journey
You came along to comfort me
Everything I want in life is right here
'Cause

This is not your ordinary
No ordinary love
I was not prepared enough
To fall so deep in love
This is not your ordinary
No ordinary love
You were the first to touch my heart
And everything right again with your extraordinary love

I get so weak when you look at me
I get lost inside your eyes
Sometimes the magic is hard to believe
But you're here before my very eyes
You brought joy to my world
Set me so free
I want you to understand
You're every breath that I breathe

From the very first time that we kissed
I knew that I just couldn't let you go at all
From this day on, remember this:
That you're the only one that I adore
Can we make this last forever
This can't be a dream
'Cause it feels so good to me

I can't Live without You~

Dar~
i will always remember this song that u sang to me.. Now i know that ur love for me is real.. i can stop dreaming because the reality is finally better than the dream..
i love you~

No, I cant forget this evening
Or your face as you were leaving
But I guess thats just the way this story goes,
You always smile....
But in you eyes your sorrow shows
Yes it shows

No I cant forget tomorrow
When I think of all my sorrows
When I had you there but then I let you go
And now its only fair that I should let you know
What you should know

I cant live
If living is without you
I cant live
I cant give anymore
Cant live
If living is without you
cant give,
I cant give anymore

A Love note for Dar~

I wonder if you know how very happy you make me
and that any kindness you show me is never overlooked.
When i'm near you, the world is a better place~
When you touch me, it takes my breath away~ and it feels so good~
I don't want it to ever stop
I believe nothing can ever hurt me again as long as I'm in your arms~
When i look into your eyes, my fear n anxiety n Doubt all vanish~
and I see a man who is so special and strong and loving
You make me feel like royalty, I'm so incredibly happY..
and my deepest Wish
Is that I stir something like that within you too..
In the meantime~
I'm LOVING every moment I spend with you~..

A Daily Reminder for the ONE I LOVE

Dar~ soon.. i'll no longer here, to laugh with you, to smile with you, to cry with you..n to be with you.. but please do not forget all the memories that we shared together.. deep inside my heart, i dont really wanna go to uk.. Go to uk means i have to leave you here n i hv to get through the becoming days alone, which i'm afraid to do it without u besides me~
Dar~ don't forget everythng that we shared together. eithr the gd or bad one. i shall not forgeting you~ u r part of me. I have to leave u but one day i'll come back to get it back.. hope dat u can take a gd care of urself.. promise me dar~ dont take too much cigarretes, u r worrying me dear~ i Love YOu soooooo MUCH that i cannot let my beloved one Sakit, or suffer, or even torture himself juz to make me happy n release stress.. i promise you to share everythng.. please dont let ur emotion control ur rational. i will be back as same person u met before.. not more not less, i will be back to you sayang~ you r my soul, my Life, my reason for me t keep breathing~...

The card that i gave to you.. iF dont hv time to read it.. here i write it back what does it say.. at least whenver u online, u may read it here~ love u damn much sayang~

We say "I LOVE YOU" just about Every day..
Sometimes the words are whispered as we fall asleep at night..
Sometimes they're spoken at the end of a phone conversation
Or accompanied by a quick kiss as we rush out the door~
The Words are always there,
But Sometimes we forgot to think about
How much they Really MEAN.
Every time you Hear me say..
Those three little words,
I want you to remember that
They're coming from the bottom of MY HEART..~
I want you to remember that I LOVE YOU~
For everything you are
And for everything I am with you..
I want you to remember that you're
The best Person I'v ever known~
And i Feel SO LUCKY to have you in my life~
I want you to remember that TRUE LOVE is forever~
And there is No LOVE truer than
the LOVE I FEEL FOR YOU..!!
I want you to remember that you're
THe MOst WONDERFUL THING
that has Ever Happened to me,
MY HAPPY ENDING~
My DREAM COME TRUE~
My friend n MY LOVE
All Wrapped up in ONE..

I LOVE YOU..!!!

Someone i LOve

Dear dar.. we know that sometimes time moves extremely fast for us. we can't do anythng to stop it. n it seems dat we dont have much time left to be together. i wish i won't miss every single second to be with you.. haih~ but dat's totally impossible, right? there's something i can do for us now.. I'll make you happy n create as many sweet memory as i can until the day i left to uk, n to do dat i'm willing to sacrifice anythng for u,. esp my time..
i dont mind to stay here longer juz to be with you dar.. i dont mind to wait for hours until u fnsh ur work, because i know the fact that i will have the opportunity to see u again.. to see ur smile, to hear ur voice.. n to feel ur love dar~ u mean everythng for me.. i love u more thn anythng i love in my life. dar~ i wish ur birthday wish will come true.. so nothng can tear us apart.. dar~ i will wait for u no matter how long it takes to be together.. i juz want to marry u n spend all the days with u. i want u to be my life partner, i want you to be my hubby, my family, my life, my WORLd, my EVERYtHINg. i want to share evertng in this life. i can't wait for it..

Couple day Out 2

M truly happy to be with darling.. it seemed that my dar so syok fishing.. hihi~
he kept changing the "I dont know what it called" so many times. until i captured his picture pun he did not realise it. We stayed t dat tasik until late afternoon.

The day panas suddenly,. huhu~ felt like wnt to mandi but definitely i'll not jump into the tasik la.. after lepaking for a while there, we went makan n going home..
yay~ finally can mandi n tido since last night x tido till morning. Fuh.. felt so puas eventgh it was juz a nap. That evening, dar n i decided to go jalan2 tgether. we went to watch late nite muvie at the GArden. Citer Angel & Demons, i tote it was a ghost or horror movie, but it did not as i expected.. la bese je rupenyer.. But it's not about the movie.. i really enjoyed spent times with beloved 1, dar~ time is never enough for us.. i wish i can stop it from moving so that i can have extra time with you.. to do evertyhng i want before i have no chance to do it. i want to create my own world with u.. filled with happiness, laugh n joy.. n most importantly love that we hv for each other..
Hope to go out again smday and do smthng together..

Yesterday~

What happen yesterday?? nothing much.. i was still breathing n enjoying the day. Yesterday is MOnday, of course.. Yesterday Was 1st of Jun, means dat i have about 3 months left to be with my family n beloved sayang, wilson.. Yesterday was my Bf off day.. Yesterday i went to WismA Putra, to make the letter of good conduct~
Yesterday i went out with Darling n his cousins.. Yesterday.. Yesterday.. Yesterday.. Today will be Yesterday.. sometimes People who you know yesterday, will not be the same ppl as today~ Haih.. Why life is extremely complicated??!! somebody can explain it to me? Why i cannot do everything i want?? Why i cannot decide on smthing myself?? Why it's to hard to make a decision?? Why sometimes i felt like so stupid, a dummy to be exact?? Tell me why i have to face this and that? tell ME...!!