No Ordinary Love

This lyrics mean so much to me~

This could have been just another day
But instead we're standing here
No need for words it's all been said
In the way you hold me near
I was alone on this journey
You came along to comfort me
Everything I want in life is right here
'Cause

This is not your ordinary
No ordinary love
I was not prepared enough
To fall so deep in love
This is not your ordinary
No ordinary love
You were the first to touch my heart
And everything right again with your extraordinary love

I get so weak when you look at me
I get lost inside your eyes
Sometimes the magic is hard to believe
But you're here before my very eyes
You brought joy to my world
Set me so free
I want you to understand
You're every breath that I breathe

From the very first time that we kissed
I knew that I just couldn't let you go at all
From this day on, remember this:
That you're the only one that I adore
Can we make this last forever
This can't be a dream
'Cause it feels so good to me

I can't Live without You~

Dar~
i will always remember this song that u sang to me.. Now i know that ur love for me is real.. i can stop dreaming because the reality is finally better than the dream..
i love you~

No, I cant forget this evening
Or your face as you were leaving
But I guess thats just the way this story goes,
You always smile....
But in you eyes your sorrow shows
Yes it shows

No I cant forget tomorrow
When I think of all my sorrows
When I had you there but then I let you go
And now its only fair that I should let you know
What you should know

I cant live
If living is without you
I cant live
I cant give anymore
Cant live
If living is without you
cant give,
I cant give anymore

A Love note for Dar~

I wonder if you know how very happy you make me
and that any kindness you show me is never overlooked.
When i'm near you, the world is a better place~
When you touch me, it takes my breath away~ and it feels so good~
I don't want it to ever stop
I believe nothing can ever hurt me again as long as I'm in your arms~
When i look into your eyes, my fear n anxiety n Doubt all vanish~
and I see a man who is so special and strong and loving
You make me feel like royalty, I'm so incredibly happY..
and my deepest Wish
Is that I stir something like that within you too..
In the meantime~
I'm LOVING every moment I spend with you~..

A Daily Reminder for the ONE I LOVE

Dar~ soon.. i'll no longer here, to laugh with you, to smile with you, to cry with you..n to be with you.. but please do not forget all the memories that we shared together.. deep inside my heart, i dont really wanna go to uk.. Go to uk means i have to leave you here n i hv to get through the becoming days alone, which i'm afraid to do it without u besides me~
Dar~ don't forget everythng that we shared together. eithr the gd or bad one. i shall not forgeting you~ u r part of me. I have to leave u but one day i'll come back to get it back.. hope dat u can take a gd care of urself.. promise me dar~ dont take too much cigarretes, u r worrying me dear~ i Love YOu soooooo MUCH that i cannot let my beloved one Sakit, or suffer, or even torture himself juz to make me happy n release stress.. i promise you to share everythng.. please dont let ur emotion control ur rational. i will be back as same person u met before.. not more not less, i will be back to you sayang~ you r my soul, my Life, my reason for me t keep breathing~...

The card that i gave to you.. iF dont hv time to read it.. here i write it back what does it say.. at least whenver u online, u may read it here~ love u damn much sayang~

We say "I LOVE YOU" just about Every day..
Sometimes the words are whispered as we fall asleep at night..
Sometimes they're spoken at the end of a phone conversation
Or accompanied by a quick kiss as we rush out the door~
The Words are always there,
But Sometimes we forgot to think about
How much they Really MEAN.
Every time you Hear me say..
Those three little words,
I want you to remember that
They're coming from the bottom of MY HEART..~
I want you to remember that I LOVE YOU~
For everything you are
And for everything I am with you..
I want you to remember that you're
The best Person I'v ever known~
And i Feel SO LUCKY to have you in my life~
I want you to remember that TRUE LOVE is forever~
And there is No LOVE truer than
the LOVE I FEEL FOR YOU..!!
I want you to remember that you're
THe MOst WONDERFUL THING
that has Ever Happened to me,
MY HAPPY ENDING~
My DREAM COME TRUE~
My friend n MY LOVE
All Wrapped up in ONE..

I LOVE YOU..!!!

Someone i LOve

Dear dar.. we know that sometimes time moves extremely fast for us. we can't do anythng to stop it. n it seems dat we dont have much time left to be together. i wish i won't miss every single second to be with you.. haih~ but dat's totally impossible, right? there's something i can do for us now.. I'll make you happy n create as many sweet memory as i can until the day i left to uk, n to do dat i'm willing to sacrifice anythng for u,. esp my time..
i dont mind to stay here longer juz to be with you dar.. i dont mind to wait for hours until u fnsh ur work, because i know the fact that i will have the opportunity to see u again.. to see ur smile, to hear ur voice.. n to feel ur love dar~ u mean everythng for me.. i love u more thn anythng i love in my life. dar~ i wish ur birthday wish will come true.. so nothng can tear us apart.. dar~ i will wait for u no matter how long it takes to be together.. i juz want to marry u n spend all the days with u. i want u to be my life partner, i want you to be my hubby, my family, my life, my WORLd, my EVERYtHINg. i want to share evertng in this life. i can't wait for it..

Couple day Out 2

M truly happy to be with darling.. it seemed that my dar so syok fishing.. hihi~
he kept changing the "I dont know what it called" so many times. until i captured his picture pun he did not realise it. We stayed t dat tasik until late afternoon.

The day panas suddenly,. huhu~ felt like wnt to mandi but definitely i'll not jump into the tasik la.. after lepaking for a while there, we went makan n going home..
yay~ finally can mandi n tido since last night x tido till morning. Fuh.. felt so puas eventgh it was juz a nap. That evening, dar n i decided to go jalan2 tgether. we went to watch late nite muvie at the GArden. Citer Angel & Demons, i tote it was a ghost or horror movie, but it did not as i expected.. la bese je rupenyer.. But it's not about the movie.. i really enjoyed spent times with beloved 1, dar~ time is never enough for us.. i wish i can stop it from moving so that i can have extra time with you.. to do evertyhng i want before i have no chance to do it. i want to create my own world with u.. filled with happiness, laugh n joy.. n most importantly love that we hv for each other..
Hope to go out again smday and do smthng together..

Yesterday~

What happen yesterday?? nothing much.. i was still breathing n enjoying the day. Yesterday is MOnday, of course.. Yesterday Was 1st of Jun, means dat i have about 3 months left to be with my family n beloved sayang, wilson.. Yesterday was my Bf off day.. Yesterday i went to WismA Putra, to make the letter of good conduct~
Yesterday i went out with Darling n his cousins.. Yesterday.. Yesterday.. Yesterday.. Today will be Yesterday.. sometimes People who you know yesterday, will not be the same ppl as today~ Haih.. Why life is extremely complicated??!! somebody can explain it to me? Why i cannot do everything i want?? Why i cannot decide on smthing myself?? Why it's to hard to make a decision?? Why sometimes i felt like so stupid, a dummy to be exact?? Tell me why i have to face this and that? tell ME...!!