Akid, Afiq & baby Faiha

Baby Annisa Faiha..

Akid my fav

Afiq my little rascal

Reach Home

As been planned months earlier, i wanted to spent some time with my Munchkin before he went to Miami, Florida last June. I Finally reach KLIA to sent him off. I'm miserably sad with the separation but nothing could turn back time and change things that happen. Now, pretty much i'm quite happy being with my mom, sisters and nephews. The greatest present i've got this time is a cute lil niece who as born on the first Eid. such a wonderful feeling to smell a newborn baby. XD

Lots of things had happened before i reach home, and i could only think to give my mom a big warm hug when i meet her that day. She looks older than her real age, my mom, she's the greatest Mom in the world. i always craving for the home cooked lunch n dinner while i was in the Uk. Staying alone there teach me many things, from the basic house skills like doing chores and cooking until the important self-responsibility, as a student n daughter who lives thousand miles apart. I realised when i reach here that i've become more grown up and everyone treating me as a 'grown-up'. Although sometimes i still asking this and that like a 10 years old kid. I feel it is compulsory for everyone not to bully anyone in the family, even in-laws cannot say something bad about my family to others. or asking for money and purposely forgot to return it back. I dont expect them to do stupid things after we treat them with kindness, love n respect too. why couldn't them think we are a family?

This holiday, i spent most of my time being at home. Giggling, cuddling, joking n laughing with my sister and nephews. I can count how many times i went out with them. Amazingly, i have never went out alone, even with my bestfriend. She's married and i understand well that we couldn't possibly have our own sweet time like 2 or 3 years ago. Many of them have commitment with work and for sure i cannot be selfish.

In nearly 2 weeks, my long 3 months summer holiday will end,. I did what i want here, i have done what i'm suppose to do. and now it's the time to focus back on my dissertation and study.

XD..

What we called a Boyfriend..

B oring
O ddball
Y ucky
F un-loving
R ogue
I nsecure
E ndangered
N eurotic
D umbass....

The definition which REFERS to him..!! huh~
really pissed me off just now..!!!

It's not that I don't love him, but he really irritates me..

Dating without self respect.

How come one can dating without self respect?

1st- You're the one call first and the partner hung up first.
2nd- When you got together, you'd always run to him.
3rd- You the only one always give gift to your partner on anniversaries
So, the consequence of dating without self-respect is being dumped.
and Plus if you continue acting like this, being so pathetic..!!
You will always be treated like trash by men.
And you'll grow old.. All by yourself~

hoho.. check this out for more details!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gXdiKG2Pa38&NR=1

23th birthday..

It doesn't matter whether I'm in the UK or another part of the world.. I'm still myself.
30 January 2011
I was born 23 years ago.
1st birthday- babbling and trying to sing birthday song..lol..
2nd birthday- crying a lot to get attention
3rd birthday- copying what sibling speak to me
4th birthday- Mom gave me a little sister
5th birthday- Having a doll and talking alone with her
6th birthday- Drawing on house wall.. having me own art gallery..lol
7th birthday- went to Primary school
8th birthday- Got 1st place for internal exam
9th birthday- Dad bought me a red bicycle
10th- Had 1st fight with a boy, i WON..!!
11th birthday- Angah (big brother) gave me turquoise dress
12th birthday- One step closer to a teenage life- Puberty and get 5A for UPSR
13th birthday- Went to secondary school- Chubby old times..lol.. & Mom bought me Computer..
14th birthday- Met wonderful people- Pitol, Azie, Ilot, Zaza, Nana, Alim, Mizi, Ira, Ogie, Abg and Fadil~ (BFF)
15th birthday- Got 8A's for PMR and had campfire farewell party with BFF
16th birthday- Went to boarding school, Performing Zapin (traditional Dance) during school events
17th birthday- Dad bought me HP (Sony Ericson Butterfly) & Dorm mates did a surprise party for me~
18th birthday- Sister gave me laptop when i entered Johor Matriculation College & got the greatest roomates (susu, dedey, and lai pui man)
19th Birthday- Mom and Dad sent me to college in KL
20th birthday- Mom gave me gold necklace
21st birthday- Went to UK & met future husband..lol, Went Genting with Him
22nd birthday- Went to Chill, Got Prezzies- Teddy bear..lol
23rd birthday- Wonderful self-baking cake from my housemate, Ilatito Grimaldi~ gorgeous necklace.. !!!

p/s: Million Billion Trillion thanx for making my special day so special..!!! hug & kisses for Ilatito Grimaldi for baking a tiramisu cake for me..!!!
i really really really really appreciated that gal..lol
:) SO happy..!!!!

My Cow..

I have a pet.. called him COW coz he look like a cow..
A male Bunny...
So adorable..
And fluffy~ hehe~
he's so BIG and i was thinking of calling him BIGGIE..lol

Red Shoes

I Love Red..
i got lots stuff with the colour of red..
Coat
Purse
Towel
Blanket
Scarf
Lipgloss
Lipstick
Blusher..All make up things
Hair band
Blouse
Br* & Und***
Bag
Comb
and now adding to it
My new pair of shoes...

2011

Happy New Year..!!!!!

lols.. I haven't got the chance to watch firework during the new year eve. I wish, someone will bring me someday. What a comic-heart-warming-wish is that?
haha~
well.. i have wrote my resolution for this new year and will try my best to accomplish it.
Some of the resolution will remains secret. I feel it's unnecessary to write everything here. first and foremost, I want to produce a super excellent assignment that can impress the marker n thus gain excellent grade for it.
I wanted to erase the word "sound promising" from my life.
Academically, i want to be better students in term of class attendance, assignment, exam N VOLUNTEERING WORK..!!
i should have started to plan my volunteering work this year and at least get the Certificate granted by the Mayor.
Next, I need to start my pilates lesson on my own as soon as possible. I have a bad feeling that my tummy is becoming a bit obvious especially after i eat.
This winter break have given me a long hibernation time which building up fat in my entire body part. i become self concious about my appearance recently.
I don't know if it's sound good or bad. When i feel happy or sad, i tent to eat a lot and sleep.
It can't be help since i don't practice any other exercises.

Personally, i think i don't have to change my attitude. But maybe, some people are not happy with quiet attitude of mine. keeping all in my heart wouldn't help much. So i guess i have to me more expressive about my feeling. and importantly share everything with the person i love so much. I wish he could be there for me whenever i need. You are all i ever need. Give me some strength, some hope, some attention and i feel being loved.
Thank you for everything you have did for me since we met. I'm in love with you so much~
hmmm...
My life was pretty dull back then. Now, i have something to look forward to. My life is changing a little bit more than previous year. I don't give high expectation that my life will suddenly reach the top, but i want to treasure every moment of this life with my love one..
I believe, not knowing the future allow me to give hope on this life.
I FEEL HAPPY... WITH YOUR LOVE...!!
I wish it will last longer, this feeling i feel deep inside my heart..

2010

My year of 2010 was ended with sweet and bitter memories. Lots of things had happen in my life and turned myself to be more mature person. I think every lesson I've learn in life sort of meaningful and unforgettable experiences.
No way i can be so selfish and ignoring how people felt especially whom i love so much. I know what i wanted in this life and hoping one day, i will successfully achieve it. Life isn't a dream, it's a reality. I remembered vividly what i've gone through to achieve this. I felt down for silly things because i think myself couldn't be able to face days alone. But, i forget one things. People who love me always on my side. We're far apart and couldn't share our feeling, sadness, happiness, the joy i gain here, the excitement over something and many more.. Somehow, It gave me a lot of time to think about how to show my gratitude for them.
and to think about my own self. I realize that i should stop comparing my life with other people.
I should feel grateful for what i have. Loving parents and husband-to-be.. I wish for their happiness all the time. It means a lot to me when they smile, laugh and telling me they all fine.
I feel great to end the year 2010. No regrets and always looking forward to facing becoming days when i woke up every morning.
Life is wonderful, full of colours..
After all.. it all depend on me how i fill in the colour into my own life.