Saturday...

I hate saturday.. while everyone waiting for weekend, but i hate when the day comes..
It reminds me how i used to be with my parents,. family gathering with lots of laugh, played with nephews.. helped my mom cook,..

and it reminds me of him as well, how we spend the days.. sometimes woke up late, had lunch n dinner together, watched movies.. but now. everything gone already.. i am just a lonely girl, waiting for dreams come true...
spending time alone since the early morning, hoping to chat like usual.. but end up, online again n doing nothing.. feel being ignored..
no matter how interesting Fb, it still seems like a blank page.. worst, making me crying whenever i viewed the picture and album of me, and him...
its not his fault bcoz quite busy recently, but me myself.. maybe coz need him so much.. n obviously, feel totally different without him.. it's just awhile.. no need to cry.. he will come back..
an hour feels like 10hours, imagine if 2 hours or more..
huhuks.. stupid.. hua.. why left me alone here~ huuuuuu~