when it's rain~

Wheather today's not so good..
so do I..
huhu~
so many assgnments, plus School experience..
Jiwaku kacau..!!
HOWEVER..
i managed to do smthng to let go my stress..
sleeping, lotss of eating,. singing..bla~~~~ bla~~
"InterNETing" but not DaTing..
hua~
my W'kend's nothing..!!
Most of the time I wuz lying on my bed..
Dat's muh life during w'kend..
somebody..!!
take me out~ please...
i'm hopeless..
Hmm~ it's rain again..
N M juz staring the rain pouring down to earth..

My School ExperienCe..!!

Adeh..
I thought My SE would be fun.. but it turn to be smthing Bored to death..!!
huhu~
first day yg Bosan n Blur x tau nk buat ape..!!
we arrived at the school when d day still dark, no sign of sun yet..
huhu~
cam p menoreh tu..
but it's ok coz we all directly went to the school's cafe..
later, we met our so-called cooperative teacher as well as the PK1..
time assembly, students stared at us like we all some kind of alien..
pelik2..
n i juz hope dat i wuz invisible..
not surprisingly, what came into my mind before has come true..
one of the whtever form students said something like dis.." Eh Same tinggi la cikgu"
huhu~what the heck..
benci aku kt sekolah itu..!!
ikotkan hati, i juz want to turn around n said to her..
" Girls, F#*^ u.."
who cares, but as a teacher-to-be.. i realize it's not worth it to maki2 dat students..

the time passed so so slow dat day n we're juz stying at staff room..
fuh...
when the bell was ringing at 1.00 pm..
i wuz the happier and xcited person to get out from the school..
yay...!!
balik umah..!!

ili + shasha = nini ~ heheh

Thnks for all the times we've shared
The laughter and the FUN
The Joy you've always brought to me
and
all the happy thing's we've done together
Thnks for Understanding n Believing in me
when no one else will
Thnks for being so wonderful
Thnks for just being you..
I L.O.V.E Y.O.U

Death-the last sleep~

I got news dat my childhood friend, Mohd Fairus B. Syafie juz pass away.
huhu~ i feel sorry for him. He's too young to die. I can still vividly remember our childhood.
we fight..
we laugh..
trying new things
do stupid things
singing
playing rounders, galah panjang, police entry, kite n etc...
jump into cik husin "kolam ikan" together
but most of all, he acted like a brother of me
protecting me from bully in schools
went to red cross society camping at Batu layar where we made fun of the facilitator.
We called her "tahu sumbat" coz her tracksuit accidentally tersepit di celah2 tut.... hahah
n we had been punished bcoz of that.
we had a really damn great time esp during hari raya puasa.
hunting for duit raya n playing mercun n meriam..
fuuhhh... truly best.
together wif nana, ucop comot n silly awie we were the best gang dat time. nobody dare to challege the power of our meriam..
hahah..
we the KING..!!

As the year goes by, we were grown up. From a colourless piece of cloth, now we were matured.
I moved into boarding school after fom3 n he became a policeman after he had finish his studies.
Being a policeman is actl putting himself at a stake. He was bitten by irresponsible group of MELAKA Gang, whtsoevr bcoz of misunderstnding.
Those fucking Man should have been given a death penalty. M 100% AGREE.
Where r their humanity? 30 man joined toghthr to beat 1 guy, that's totally insane.
After strgglng wif death, he died.
Fairus, i shall never forget u.
U taught me many things bout this life.

LOVE
FRIENDSHIP
MISSING
FAITH


May ALLAH bless u and i hope u'll rest in peace.
AL-FATIHAH


Death is nothing else but going home to God,
the bond of love will be unbroken for all eternity.

~ Mother Teresa ~